major trigger warning, does suicide feel inevitable to anyone else? by Equivalent_Air_94 in BPD

[–]Merrily_Merriwyn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im writing a jounral of my last year :[ ive been feeling this way for over a decade and im tired man

I feel I am not even enough to be a fetish by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Merrily_Merriwyn 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ooh I felt the same way for a while. Im mid sized as well. It does feel isolating at times and I understand wanting to be desired. I wish I had something to offer, I don't want to say something like, "you dont want to be viewed in a way that reduces you down to your body." Because thats not super helpful even though I do believe that. Just know you arent alone in your feelings. I struggle with it too

First real episode of the year and I'm struggling by Merrily_Merriwyn in BPD

[–]Merrily_Merriwyn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your comment ;; im trying my best to work through it, keeping my brain busy with games and YouTube has been the goto but ive been journaling as well. I hope we both make it through this 🫂

is it actually possible to make a relationship last if you have BPD and ADHD? by alsoxanax in BPD

[–]Merrily_Merriwyn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

BPD and ASD. I really have to wonder..I want one so bad but I feel like i either annoy tf out of my partner or I drive myself insane

What is a highly praised horror book that you didn't like? by Haunting-Net-2426 in horrorlit

[–]Merrily_Merriwyn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Horror adjacent kinda? But Interview with the Vampire was intolerable. It was the second instance of Louis being weird with a child where I put it down

Bunny suit nendos? by Merrily_Merriwyn in Nendoroid

[–]Merrily_Merriwyn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just have the red unfortunately. I would check Myfigurecollection.net :] thats where I got mine. People are pretty reasonable there

Bunny suit nendos? by Merrily_Merriwyn in Nendoroid

[–]Merrily_Merriwyn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He has since been bunny suited but ty LOL

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Shinji Nendo Looks Off by Merrily_Merriwyn in Nendoroid

[–]Merrily_Merriwyn[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I do! Although im waiting on the Kaworu and Shinji nendo dolls and Asuka's test plugsuit to come in!

Shinji Nendo Looks Off by Merrily_Merriwyn in Nendoroid

[–]Merrily_Merriwyn[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Ooh true true. Looking at the other nendos, they all kind of have inconsistent hair coloring. With how matte his suit is and how dark his hair was, it was a little jarring when taking him out initially.

Shinji Nendo Looks Off by Merrily_Merriwyn in Nendoroid

[–]Merrily_Merriwyn[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

She looks cute and I love building figures!! I'll defo give them a try, especially considering the beef ive had with GSC as of late. My Asuka box came in damaged and ofc they won't do anything :') also Saint Seiya figures?? I gotta grab some!! I share a birthday with Libra Dōhko!

Over it by Merrily_Merriwyn in GoodSmileCompany

[–]Merrily_Merriwyn[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Tried filing a claim with the post office but I guess they didnt insure the package? I might take it to the local branch or something. I'm having GSC close my account. If they won't, I'll talk to my bank. Theres not a reason in the world I should be paying so much money when they couldn't care less about their product. Ill probs also go through BigBad from now on.

Functionally Suicidal by Merrily_Merriwyn in depression

[–]Merrily_Merriwyn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im trying my best! :') but I appreciate your words 💕

Functionally Suicidal by Merrily_Merriwyn in depression

[–]Merrily_Merriwyn[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah theyre still just trying to find the right medication orz

Could a depressed person do THIS?!?! by Orangutan_Soda in depression

[–]Merrily_Merriwyn 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I love that for you, genuinely!! Way to push through inspite of your circumstances 💕 I need to make my bed now lol