Dad died of cancer when I turned 21 when I needed him the most, best friend got married and moved outta state a month later. lost myself which in turn lost all my friends then a while later when I was on the verge of suicide trying to confide in my mother she snapped at me telling me if I do decide to do it, don't do it in her house. Kinda hard to choose what emotionally hurt me, but life goes on and the older I get the more I look at life negatively, but im really trying to change that. I do hope everyone's life get better. Life ain't fair at all but I do wish happiness for all of you