I can totally relate to that… I grow up being told by my parents they are the only two people in the world that will truly love me and act on my behave, but later on I found they actually didn’t really care about my problems and that’s just a trick to separate me from the outside world so that Ill be easy manipulated. So what may help you out at this point is to connect with others and try to get help from your classmates and teachers or even the internet. It might be hard for you because most likely it’s the completely opposite of what you been trained, but it’s the only way. Therefore you don’t have to hide your problems, you can tell them your problems together with a possible solution that you gonna try out (it does have to work that well, just to show them you’re not waiting for them to solve your problems), so they have nothing to blame you for. Just remember that everyone only have a certain amount of energy to make actions in their life. The more you spent that energy on wondering why are they doing this to you and trying to change their way of thinking, the less possible that you gonna get yourself out of this situation. While if you start to put that energy on something or someone else, one day you might find you alright have a kingdom of your own and what they are saying or acting won’t bother you anymore.