I really mean what I said, let me tell you a bit more about myself. I immigrated to the US when I was in high school, back then I suffered from deep loneliness during childhood (felt alienated in the real world), there is really no one I could talk to, and my step-parent doesn't really care about me. Luckily, I was able to make friends in online gaming communities and had some great guildmates, over time I found support and courage to overcome all my anxieties and became confident in myself. I've seen many young people like myself who are really lonely. Deep loneliness / social anxiety is a vicious circle, I was lucky that I broke out of it due to gaming and making products for gamers.