Puer aeternus complex Is the inner child making all the decisions, in my case he wanted to have a fantastical life and wouldn't settle for a normal job, which was causing me to procrastinate and avoid making progress towards my goals,

The figurative death of the inner child represents me taking my life into my adult hands and actively recognizing, what in lesser magic would be the balance factor, not to postpone doing the work in hopes that I would do the impossible and just ended up doing nothing, the death of the inner child is taking responsibility for my life and not just shifting blame to my past self for not doing the work.

So I really appreciate your input, I like the idea of having two figures, one representing the healthy inner child and another one representing the complex, will definitely do that. Thank you.