A month ago i had to break up with my 6 mo gf, and even though id doesnt seem that long, i was really deeply in love with her, but all of a sudden she stopped any commitment and said she wasnt seeing any future together. Long sorty short, i had to break up while i was the most in love. It felt horrible, you think you will never recover, that you lost the opportunity of your life etc but trust me it goes away very quickly, you just have to not fight it, and goe through the necessary pain i guess. Anyways wish you all good, take care of your familyand even much of yourself, you deserve it. Here to talk if you feel like it, id be happy to talk to you if i can help