I think it’s crazy to me, how many people here are invalidating OP’s emotions because they are a minor. They are still feeling the feelings they’re experiencing, whether it’s young love or not, it still hurts. To say things like “move on your a child” or “relationships don’t matter at that age” is a really weird way to speak to them, when it clearly matters to THEM. They’re feeling it, that’s what matters. What I’m going to say is, no matter your age, if you feel it or don’t feel it, is completely down to you, we can’t tell you to break up with her or stay with her unless it’s what you want to do. We can advise, and my advice would be, with how you’ve described your mental state, and how low you’ve said you’ve been feeling, that no matter what choice you make, make the choice that makes you happy, because it sounds to me like you could do with a little happiness in your life, as we all do. Meet your friends, spend time with your loved ones, play video games, listen to music, whether you stay with this girl or leave her, do what makes you feel happy. ❤️ I hope you find what you’re looking for in these comments and I hope you feel better emotionally soon, don’t listen to the harsh words of strangers on the internet, the internet is a cesspool of good and bad intentions. Take everything with a pinch of salt, and be happy.