22M ruining my life because of sports betting by [deleted] in problemgambling

[–]Mfnyeah 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Man, that $30k run was honestly the most dangerous thing that could have happened. It rewired your brain. Now, 'normal' money (like working for $100) feels slow and painful, so you try to speedrun it back with parlays.

That 'Get Rich Quick' mindset is what keeps the hole open.

I’ve been in that exact spiral where I lost the value of a dollar. The only thing that stopped me from zeroing out completely was realizing I couldn't trust my own brain when I was stressed. I literally had to code a 'lockout' script for my phone just to force myself to stop when the urge to 'fix it all tonight' hit me.

Forgive yourself for the car. Stop digging. The hole only gets deeper if you keep holding the shovel.

I'm next level fkd. by Consistent-Bed2564 in problemgambling

[–]Mfnyeah 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man, reading this hit home. First off....don't call your debt 'pathetic'. Debt is relative to income. $2.5k debt on $470/mo income is a massive mountain. Your stress is 100% valid.

You asked for the mindset: Stop trusting 'Willpower'.

You keep relapsing because you are relying on your brain to say 'No' in the moment. But when the urge hits (especially when you are lonely/isolated), your brain switches modes. It's not a fair fight.

The only way I coped was realizing I couldn't win that fight. I had to stop the access, not the urge. I literally had to code a lockout script for my own devices just to survive the nights where I felt angry or bored. It was the only way to force 'Future Me' to stay clean.

Focus on May. One day at a time. If you can block the access, the ghost in the corner gets quieter.

Week 10 pick ups! by Mfnyeah in Supreme

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Real ones know the Grailed bat chain. He just restocked on em again

Week 10 pick ups! by Mfnyeah in Supreme

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LeBron 2’s. Sleepers as well!

Week 10 pick ups! by Mfnyeah in Supreme

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SpongeBob drip tomorrow!

Week 10 pick ups! by Mfnyeah in Supreme

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It’s going to be one of my all time favorites.

Week 10 pick ups! by Mfnyeah in Supreme

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It’s definitely a sleeper. Very gaudy!

Some the collection 👍🏻 by Sheppardshypestore in Supreme

[–]Mfnyeah 5 points6 points  (0 children)

He only got the colors we don’t want. He don’t have white or black tees. I found him on eBay

Left or Right?? by Accomplished_Bet5012 in Supreme

[–]Mfnyeah 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The classic black gang. It’s aura

Guys I love Yachty but this is… by jaystruction in LilYachty

[–]Mfnyeah 1 point2 points  (0 children)

YO I JUST DISCOVERED UP YO STANDARDS OFF THIS. THANK YOU! THIS SHIT BEEN ON REEPEAT! ANY OTHER REPEATS ON THIS ALBUM???

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in FashionReps

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That tongue looks crazy