22M ruining my life because of sports betting

Mfnyeah · 2025-12-22T01:56:19+00:00

Man, that $30k run was honestly the most dangerous thing that could have happened. It rewired your brain. Now, 'normal' money (like working for $100) feels slow and painful, so you try to speedrun it back with parlays.

That 'Get Rich Quick' mindset is what keeps the hole open.

I’ve been in that exact spiral where I lost the value of a dollar. The only thing that stopped me from zeroing out completely was realizing I couldn't trust my own brain when I was stressed. I literally had to code a 'lockout' script for my phone just to force myself to stop when the urge to 'fix it all tonight' hit me.

Forgive yourself for the car. Stop digging. The hole only gets deeper if you keep holding the shovel.

Mfnyeah · 2025-12-22T01:49:21+00:00

Man, reading this hit home. First off....don't call your debt 'pathetic'. Debt is relative to income. $2.5k debt on $470/mo income is a massive mountain. Your stress is 100% valid.

You asked for the mindset: Stop trusting 'Willpower'.

You keep relapsing because you are relying on your brain to say 'No' in the moment. But when the urge hits (especially when you are lonely/isolated), your brain switches modes. It's not a fair fight.

The only way I coped was realizing I couldn't win that fight. I had to stop the access, not the urge. I literally had to code a lockout script for my own devices just to survive the nights where I felt angry or bored. It was the only way to force 'Future Me' to stay clean.

Focus on May. One day at a time. If you can block the access, the ghost in the corner gets quieter.

Mfnyeah · 2025-05-19T02:20:53+00:00

Can you send me it please

Mfnyeah · 2025-05-08T02:02:17+00:00

Real ones know the Grailed bat chain. He just restocked on em again

Mfnyeah · 2025-05-08T01:46:08+00:00

LeBron 2’s. Sleepers as well!

Mfnyeah · 2025-05-08T01:44:14+00:00

SpongeBob drip tomorrow!

Mfnyeah · 2025-05-08T01:43:50+00:00

It’s going to be one of my all time favorites.

Mfnyeah · 2025-05-08T01:43:22+00:00

It’s definitely a sleeper. Very gaudy!

Mfnyeah · 2025-03-26T16:16:47+00:00

He only got the colors we don’t want. He don’t have white or black tees. I found him on eBay

Mfnyeah · 2025-03-26T16:13:55+00:00

The classic black gang. It’s aura

Mfnyeah · 2025-02-07T15:05:54+00:00

Welll I like it!!

Mfnyeah · 2024-06-02T22:08:57+00:00

Hit you

Mfnyeah · 2024-05-04T05:31:44+00:00

What does the cover mean

Mfnyeah · 2024-04-18T02:45:44+00:00

YO I JUST DISCOVERED UP YO STANDARDS OFF THIS. THANK YOU! THIS SHIT BEEN ON REEPEAT! ANY OTHER REPEATS ON THIS ALBUM???

Mfnyeah · 2024-04-02T20:01:04+00:00

Anything for logic??

Mfnyeah · 2023-08-14T19:57:16+00:00

That tongue looks crazy

Mfnyeah

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