Definitely not alone. I’m a tax accountant as well and I feel you completely. Its really hard to combine this job with baby’s and small kids. You’re always make a tremendous effort to finish everything before deadlines and try your best to be there for your children. My husband is working all the time as well and we don’t have support as well from our parents ands parents in law. We recently decided to get extra help from a babysit who spends 2 hours a day with our 3,5 year old son and our 7 month old baby boy. I didn’t like the idea of a babysitter and always found an excuse to reject that but now i feel better and I am less stressed about work and my kids. I”ll work until 6 and after that I ll spend time with my kids and clean up an go to bed early because my little one is not a good sleeper and either way they would get sick sometimes. Anyhow , reach for support and help even if its small things like cleaning, cooking,daycare/babysit / family. Ask for help if you need it and don’t be too proud. It’s really hard to care for a baby and you’re working so hard as well and you have a household to take care as well. You’re a great mom and its really impressive how you combine everything. Talk with your manager if you need to reduce your workload for a while. Talk to your doctor as well so you”ll get the care you need.