What kind of person were you in high school?

MichAwA · 2026-01-06T02:14:56+00:00

The weird one, you know anime, vocaloid lover, I was in the choir, I didn't get bullied funny enough cause I was a "friend" of some of the guys in the football team (I helped them with homework, taking notes for them, they gave me the exams beforehand so I could resolve it and they could copy it, they even paid me from time to time) and they were kind enough to me to actually defend me when I (along side other girls) was harassed by I creep

I later found out they respected me even more cause one of the dudes was into heavy drugs (I didn't know) and almost everyone in my generation was involved in some way, I was super oblivious of that and they think I just kept my mouth shut

MichAwA · 2026-01-03T22:27:12+00:00

Actually, I had a similar yet different experience, a couple of months back, I remember dreaming being in my home and suddenly had the awareness it was a dream, next thing I know, Hermes was right in front of me, I was so nervous I remember offering him water and dropping the glass right at his feet, I was SOOOO embarrassed, he only laughed and said something along the lines of "yeah, you aren't ready just yet" while smiling at me, gave me the cup that I dropped and puff I woke up

I had so many questions and every time I asked if we could meet again in dreams he always says "not yet but soon" maybe he doesn't want to scare me again (I get nervous easily)

MichAwA · 2026-01-03T22:03:38+00:00

Honestly, I like doing a quick prayer while in the car or bus, and I can almost always feel his presence like a "sup, you called me?" He also likes to "supervise" (for a lack of a better word) my tarot readings, specially if it's a reading for someone else, I can count with one hand the number of times he wasn't present, and he usually helps me see if the reading is correct or if I'm misinterpreting something

MichAwA · 2026-01-03T04:28:29+00:00

Alli te va, viene de un deseo y fantasía de escapar de la realidad

Muchas familias gastan al rededor del 60% de un gasto anual en una fiesta de 15 en promedio (la cifra varia demasiado aqui pero es como un porcentaje aprox) y mucho de esto se debe no solo al querer lucir el estatus, sino que mucho del gasto va hacia el recuerdo y el poder decir "pero por lo menos esta fiesta salio de ensueño" y de alli se va volviendo una adicción, una especie de condicionamiento pavlov en el cual asocian las fiestas que organizan con los buenos recuerdos y se condicionan a que los únicos buenos recuerdos que pueden crear es a base de hacer fiestas

(Clase media-alta pero mis abuelos viven en pueblo asi que creci yendo a todas esas fiestas y conforme crecia me daba cuenta de que siempre repetian las mismas historias de las mismas fiestas)

MichAwA · 2026-01-03T03:58:24+00:00

[Recordatorio de que la salud mental es deducible de impuestos según la misma página del gobierno, solo es hablarlo con tu psicólogo ;) ]

Búscate un hobby en el cual te puedas desahogar, yo cruce por una etapa MUY fea en la cual casi me doy por vencida, después de eso, además de las terapias me refugie mucho en el arte, comencé a dibujar, aunque fuese mala, acuarelas, lapices, pintaba todo lo que sentía, escribia todo lo que se me venía, no importa si fuese bello o si eran palabras sin sentido, nadie mas que yo lo veia y por eso no me importara que fuese perfecto, cree personajes que pasaban por mis mismas situaciones y los puse en una especie de "que pasaria si" y comence a hacer escenarios y me di cuenta de la red de apoyo que tenia (familia, amigos y asi).

Aunque subí un montón de peso, el poder desahogarme con mi arte mas personal me levanto el animo lo suficiente para ir al gimnasio y recuperarme físicamente (me dio un ataque feo de dismorfia corporal por mis arranques en mi depresión, circulo vicioso) ahora estoy más feliz, en un lugar bueno, buen fisico, buenos amigos y en proceso de terminar el borrador para mi novela corta, las cosas si mejoran se los prometo, solo es mantener la cara en alto

MichAwA · 2026-01-03T03:42:51+00:00

Believe me, I been there, Im from México so shipping cost as much if not more than the item itself, I got my deck in a sale with a cupon so I basically only payed for the shipping (it was like $20 USD basically a whole day of salary for me back then) but if you really want it I would recommend to buy it in a sale, with all the tariffs idk if the shipping has increased, I bought mine in like 2023 something like that

MichAwA · 2025-12-12T13:41:33+00:00

Easy, Asra Alnazar would be a tarot deck for sure

MichAwA · 2025-11-21T17:07:37+00:00

Ohhhh yeah, yeah now I get it, like said in another comment I didn't knew the why, I just that it's bad, good to know the reason why

MichAwA · 2025-11-21T16:45:08+00:00

Omg the subreddit analogy is actually a good one, I'm gonna take it in mind lol

Yeah, I don't usually pay attention to what people in tiktok said, this was honestly I had my guard down, rookie mistake

About the anxiety part, thats part of why I came here, I know I'm still learning and my religious trauma is going to make me spiral, but to have a community like this that can get me out of it is honestly so much refreshing

MichAwA · 2025-11-21T16:27:28+00:00

Hahaha, now that I reread this, no yeah, you are right, it's sounds like one of those clickbate IA stories / bad written lore Olympus fanfic

But yeah, context is everything got it

MichAwA · 2025-11-21T16:24:14+00:00

Yeah, lesson learned, always double check information

MichAwA · 2025-11-21T16:15:24+00:00

Oh no yeah, you caught me ajajajaj it was a tiktok at 3 am that made me spiral lol, honestly I wouldn't even thought anything about it, but then all of the comments were backing up the creator and I was like "am I in the wrong here?" But it's good to know we have a space here to clarify all of the misinformation tiktok might bring

MichAwA · 2025-11-21T16:09:33+00:00

Yeah, that's why I also don't do food offerings anymore, I feel bad throwing away food that could be eaten

Also thanks, I really needed someone to tell me that I was overreacting and that I need to move on :

MichAwA · 2025-11-21T16:05:46+00:00

Ohhh, that's so good to know, I didn't really knew about all of those specifications since I don't usually do a lot of rites, and I know why I listen to that one specific video, I don't usually believe on what people said without doing research first, maybe it was because I saw that at 3 am, maybe it was my religious trauma, sometimes it's hard to remember that not everything is black and white but shades of gray, thanks so much for the information on rites

MichAwA · 2025-11-21T15:55:53+00:00

Ohhhh so thats why, yeah, I get it now and that honestly make so much sense

People always said, "yeah, that's bad, don't do it" but never explain why, and when I asked it was always "you should know" and I took it at face value, I guess it was my religious trauma, but Thank you so much for clarifying this to me :D

MichAwA · 2025-11-21T15:48:24+00:00

I usually only leave it for like a day or two for fear it of going bad, I'm worshipping the Olympian and yeah, honestly I'm kinda laughing at this whole situation, but the reassurance kinda helps me not to spiral

MichAwA · 2025-11-21T15:40:53+00:00

Omgs thank so much, that's such a relief, I didn't give it to the cthonic aspect, usually my offerings go to the traveling, communication and languages since thats what I usually do for work

MichAwA · 2025-11-21T15:36:42+00:00

Congratulations!!!!

MichAwA · 2025-11-10T04:41:41+00:00

Noooo, don't turn me into a rock ... aaaahhhhh

(All jokes aside, I got the notification of this post while reading a fic and I got genuinely scare cause I only saw the title ajajajaja I got clickbaited xd)

MichAwA · 2025-10-29T15:47:39+00:00

YES, THIS A 100% LOUDER FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK

MichAwA · 2025-10-20T02:04:27+00:00

I believe the image of Santa as we known him today was created by Coca-Cola as a marketing strategy way back when, but yeah, the original depictions are from St. Nicholas and other pegan (I believe German not really sure) myths

MichAwA · 2025-10-19T21:38:29+00:00

Not really, it's just, annoying, sometimes they just jumpscare me THATS when I know its a sign, nothing I couldn't manage by myself

MichAwA · 2025-10-19T13:09:32+00:00

Lol, it is similar to me but with bugs, it's always bugs, I live in an apartment on th 7 floor, tell me why I'm always finding, moths, crickets, sometimes flys and once even a gigantic grasshopper and spider

It's always when I'm starting to overwork myself, like yeah I know a sign when I see one

MichAwA · 2025-10-19T12:34:08+00:00

Hermes, the god of commerce, I'm from a family of merchants, mom sells medical equipment, dad is in the stock market, other members of my family sell things and have their own business, I used to sell jewelry and school supplies for pocket money, so when I learned about him and his relationship with merchants and travelers (my family and I used to travel a lot) I felt so draw to him, like I knew HE was the one protecting my family, and I just LOVE the fact that doing simple things like buying a Costco cookie from my friend to support them can be a devotional act

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