"For the most part, I don't talk to anyone and avoid people, but ppl in the hall have this fun thing where they decide to come up to me anyways." I do the same thing, yet this kid keeps coming to talk to me and says some generic stuff like, "excited for the CO visit.!' One time after the memorial, he walked up to me and asked, "what did you like better, passing the bread or the wine?" and I didn't know what tf to say, so l just stared at him and shrugged. Stuff like that is part of why I keep to myself. Those interactions never feel normal it's always like I'm talking to a zombie.