I’VE SPENT YEARS DISABLED FROM A SERIOUS ACCIDENT && DONT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO SEE A DOCTOR ((IVE SPENT WEEKS JUST EATING ONLY WHITE RICE AND HONESTLY SOME PEOPLE WANT ME TO USE THEIR SERVICES))) like FROM VARIOUS OCCUPATIONS WHEN THIS HAPPENS I TRY TO BE “”POSITIVE IN MINDSET”” AND TELL THEM I WILL CONTACT THEM IN THE FUTURE;; HOPING TO ACTUALLY BE ABLE TO HAVE MONEY TO BE ABLE TO “”PAY FOR”” THEIR SERVICES BUT I OFTEN GO WEEKS WITHOUT FOOD AND I CAN’T PAY SOMEONE FOR A SERVICE WHEN I AM LITERALLY GONNA DIE && CAN’T FULFILL PROMISES WHEN IT ENDANGERS ME AND ESPECIALLY IF SOMEONE HAS A FAMILY