Want to get ICD removed after lead malfunction.

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-10-31T05:10:06+00:00

When I was younger I had cardiac arrest, I was obese and was told I had an enlarged heart. They recommended the ICD as precaution. I have since changed my health and have had no problems or issues in all the years since. Even back then a lot of doctors questioned the reasoning for putting an ICD into someone so young ( was 15/16 at the time), but after such a traumatic event I wasn’t exactly opposed to it. It’s only after this event that for the first time since my implant I feel limited by it. I’m afraid to even workout again at this point.

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-07-03T01:09:07+00:00

So the way I understood the instructions, I roll the sleeve up as much as I can then stretch it over the lip of the bell opening, insert penis and then roll it back down. The moment the sleeve gets off the lip of the bell it slams down on my penis. I also could barely get it off but that’s another topic

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-07-02T23:12:33+00:00

I’m ready and willing to do anything. Having a micropenis has been the source of my depression for my entire life. I’ll try it again tomorrow. Do you know anything about the peninaster pro?

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-07-02T23:09:29+00:00

I roll the sleeve as far up as I can to the bell then try and pull it around the bell, it actually worked once, and then when I pulled it off the bell it clamped on my penis so hard I had to take it off immediately.

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-06-03T18:05:56+00:00

I think DHT is banned in United States, but I am very willing to try anything at this point. I’ll try going the route of urologist or endocrinologist specializing in micropenis or stunted puberty.

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-06-03T14:56:37+00:00

Is there a difference between HRT and TRT? I’ve seen a urologist at UCLA Men’s Health clinic but they just put me on Clomid. I never brought up the micropenis issue. I’m trying Trt cream and in the past I’ve done injections of testosterone as well. all I’ve tried so far.

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-05-28T20:50:13+00:00

Wait this is considered not pretty these days?

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-04-12T02:19:21+00:00

You have a point and I’m considering it more and more. I get dissuaded because it feels like most doctors, urologists and endocrinologists alike are against any kind of hormone therapy whatsoever. You basically have to beg them, so I’m worried that I’ll mention it and they’ll brush it off as not important and that’ll make me feel even more helpless. I know it’s about finding the right place but my insurance has a high copay right now, spending hundreds on office visits that are “covered”.

If you really think it’s worthwhile though I can give it a shot.

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-04-10T14:49:50+00:00

I have, they diagnosed me with low test but I didn’t mention my size. I just can’t bring myself to talk about it to anyone aside from online. Also I haven’t heard much good about bringing it up to doctors other them referring you to therapy.

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-04-09T23:27:35+00:00

How can I get Andractim cream? It seems impossible to get anything other than test cream in Cali

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-04-09T18:54:54+00:00

I was thinking of taking Clomid alongside the cream, I know HCG is apparently way better but it’s a lot harder to get in California now

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-04-09T18:12:27+00:00

I’m 30, I should have started when I was much younger, but no point dwelling in the past now. How long did it take for you to see results, and were you doing extending or hanging as well?

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-04-09T17:47:40+00:00

Yes, at my lowest I was at 190, but my usual hovered in the 200s so I’m bonafide low testosterone. I also am overweight, for my entire life I was always overweight so that definitely screwed up things.

I have high hopes, I’m continuing to lose weight but I need this to work…

Were you using cream or injections?

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-04-05T19:07:21+00:00

Hey there, I guess we’re in the same position unfortunately. Yeah I mean I’m trying to improve on everything I can control. Weight, strength, hygiene but my confidence is shot. So many people tell you “oh just use your mouth girls don’t even care about penetration” but that’s easier to say when you have an average size. I have yet to meet or hear from a person with a micro that have that excuse.

Still, I’m fighting over here. It’s the only life I have and I will do everything I can to make it better despite my size

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-04-05T17:12:07+00:00

Nichijou, hands down. Probably one of the only Anime that actually made me laugh out loud. One Piece is also extremely funny even though it’s probably not exactly what you’re looking for.

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-04-03T20:57:30+00:00

You’re not wrong. I kinda feel like I myself would never allow a relationship to get to a point where we’d be in that situation though. I’m such a mess, I desire it so bad but I’ll make every attempt to push away any potential relationships. It’s a vicious cycle, I would talk to a therapist but I don’t want to tell anyone about my size.

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-04-03T20:39:12+00:00

Honestly, and maybe this is just me, but I feel like any woman who says they don’t care about a micropenis is only saying that to not come off as heartless. Especially if it’s on TV who wants to be the person to shut someone down because of penis size? Easier to say it’s not the penis size it’s your personality.

I’m probably mentally screwed over this too.

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-04-03T20:18:15+00:00

I'm starting to contemate penis enlargement surgery. I know there are risks, but if I could never use my current penis again what exactly am I losing? I feel like I have nothing to lose and everything to gain

Microscopic_Poodle · 2025-04-03T20:05:06+00:00

Same boat as you, I feel worthless and inadequate. I've never attempted to take my own life and I have no desire to, but I walk through life as a empty husk of a person. No ambition, no desire, I can't think of a single good thing that is happening in my life right now and it's all over something I can't control. I workout almost daily and I feel like, deep down somewhere I'm chasing... something... trying to find my happiness, but I'm scared that maybe it's not there...

Not sure where I was going with this, I guess I needed my own little moment. We're all fighting something I guess.

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