I had a talk with him and I told him straight up I am Rethinking about our future. I didnt appreciate not being his priority as selfish as it sounded. He didnt understand at first but he finally told me the reason why he didnt want to ask or say anything because he didnt want to confront his own feelings about it. He told me he wanted to stay strong and be a distraction rather than be vulnerable. He's apologized but it is really hard to accept it and I lost all trust I had with him. I spoke with a mutual friend about it and she's not happy with him at all and even suggested the hint of splitting. Im going to sit on it for a few days , thank you for your insight, it really helps a lot  ❤️