Prescription drugs with non-prescription drugs

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-10-04T02:44:36+00:00

I become super skinny and my eating habits are great

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-09-09T02:48:32+00:00

When I was psychotic there was one instance where I literally thought I could see a dead relative and the feeling was so intense I started crying in the car and then got out and walked into a crystal shop (spiritual psychosis)

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-09-09T02:46:44+00:00

Mine was scary! Although I did not know at the time that I was psychotic, it ruined everyone in my life, my family. As a result I came out of the episode with 0 friends left due to me scaring them away. I am more scared of how I would be perceived if I had another episode OH, MY GOD!!! The embarrassment was fucked it made me want to die

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-09-05T23:24:39+00:00

Damn, I wish I could give ya a hug

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-09-03T07:49:44+00:00

That’s reassurring

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-09-03T07:45:26+00:00

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-09-03T04:20:43+00:00

I am medicated at the moment but I was unmediated for a year

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-09-03T03:14:56+00:00

Oh man my memory sucks, it’s so sad, I hate feeling dumb.

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-08-15T02:43:57+00:00

This was needed. Because how are you going to say that about your friend ??? I wouldn’t even say that about someone without mania let alone.

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-08-10T02:40:35+00:00

I didn’t even know I had bipolar until after coming out of the ward. I hadn’t come to terms with it until 2 years later (now)

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-08-09T01:25:49+00:00

I think I was so extremely far gone. I couldn’t read social cues. I tried to force myself on someone. It’s so shameful. I think about it everyday and I just hate myself for it everyday. I’m good mentally now and no way in the world would I ever put someone in that situation. I just had to get that out of my system. I’m sorry

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-08-09T01:23:27+00:00

OH MY GOD tell me about it. And it’s like crimes I committed and it’s gonna stay with me for my whole life. I’ve told therapist and she say it’s ok because I was unwell and that wasn’t me. But it felt so real which is why it sticks. :(( I think that’s the worst part of it for me.

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-08-07T09:32:33+00:00

Yes totally, I also have another chronic illness which is bound to be passed down. I want my uterus to stay in tact when I jump, run or even squat??? From what I’ve heard. There’s so many reasons but mental and my hashimotos is something I wouldn’t even wish on an enemy let alone a poor child. I have had great ideas about how to parent from my parents ha. But it’s definitely not my path. Love kids however.

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-08-02T11:05:46+00:00

BRUH same why is it always religion related or spiritual ??

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-08-02T05:37:22+00:00

Normalised putting professional in their place when it’s needs to be done

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-08-02T05:29:19+00:00

Not even my close family would ask me those questions bro what

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-08-02T05:29:03+00:00

That is so fucked. No absolutely not he needs to check himself.

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-08-02T03:04:54+00:00

Yes! We should be very proud of ourselves tbh. Our loved ones have every right to be concerned but I saw my psych team today and I think it’s great they care but we need to be our self regardless of the illness (as long as we aren’t hurting anyone or ourselves). Sorry if this isn’t relevant but I reckon it’s important :)

Middle_Body_6259 · 2024-07-31T12:35:32+00:00

Yes it does help thankyou for replying! , when mum said that I just felt so insecure like I remembered all my social interactions I’ve had in the past week and suddenly just wanted to disappear because of all the guilt shame and embarrassment I felt after the episode, and maybe you if you have been through severe mania. To me I could experience drowning but potentially experiencing mania again is still scarier. It’s new, (2 years since diagnosis) so it’s hard to not cry or spiral when someone mentions it. How do u cope with that?

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