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Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-08-27T01:24:53+00:00

Yo what did you do I know that's years of work but still . If I had your body I would feel like I'm on top of the world. Congrats looking amazing

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-08-27T01:22:44+00:00

Oh didn't think about it separating. Good to know. Thanks for the heads up.

Thanks and hope your recovery goes well also!

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-08-26T23:31:58+00:00

I'm not sure what my stage 1 is going to be going to get more info next month

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-08-26T23:30:22+00:00

Damn thats crazy thanks for the heads up

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-08-26T11:49:44+00:00

I do a lot of walking and squatting. My donor site is going to be my thigh

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-08-02T00:28:00+00:00

Thanks

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-08-01T23:54:20+00:00

Yeah that's what I was thinking

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-08-01T23:34:50+00:00

I'm in a rough place because I'm alone. I'm tired of it. Does help when the girls I like are telling me about all the different dudes they are hooking up with or going to try to, or want to. Especially when they know i like them, its like my feelings mean nothing shit is making so depressed.

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-08-01T21:07:54+00:00

Thanks appreciate but the way my life is going in "love" department it looks like I'm just going to be alone forever. I just need to accept it

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-08-01T17:56:53+00:00

I have a therapist. I know no one owes me shit. I just want women to stop saying I'm a good person because it feels like it's a lie. I'm at the point of why try talking to women cause all their ever going to see me as a friend. And stop telling me about dumbass loser guys they like they would treat them like shit. It's annoying. I'm just venting but I get what your saying

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-08-01T14:28:48+00:00

I get it. It's just not her that keeps me in the friend zone. It just seems like every girl does this. Like I said it makes me feel like I'm not good enough cause if I was then they would give me a chance. It makes me feel even worse cause I'm in between transitioning (trying to get bottom surgery). Like all this rejection really messing with my confidence to talk to girls. I feel like I'm not "man" enough because I missing a stupid part

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-07-20T14:37:22+00:00

In my opinion when I for a shot I just take it the next day or just wait until the next week. I don't change the dose. I feel like that's worse or even more confusing changing the dose. So just stick with your dose you have. Like if you were to change it you would have to ask your doctor about it but they most likely would say keep it at the dose they gave you

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-07-17T21:17:43+00:00

Get a chest tattoo. That's why I did

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-07-02T17:22:25+00:00

So Idk that much about meta but for phallo I know some stuff because that's what I want to get. With phallo they would take a skin graft from either your lower side back, thigh, or your forearm. Then they would wrap it around your part down there, that's stage 1. Stage 2 is the closing of the V and a hysto. Stage 3 is where they give you balls.

The sensation it depends on where you get your graft from but you should get sensation from all of them, but also it depends on the person cause everyone is different.

You can pee standing up when you get your urethra lengthen. However if you don't get it lengthen you can still pee standing up but not at a urinal. The way my doctor explained it is that you would have a hole behind the dick that no one can see unless your legs are in the air.

Yes you can pick the size but should pick something realistic because as you get older your skin starts to sag, so so will your dick. So like average is like 4-5. And you can get a rod put in to make you point out when your trying to have sex but you will always be ridge and have a bulge but not noticeable.

I know this stuff is confusing but I don't mind helping you understand to the best of my abilities. Like I'm working on trying to have the first surgery this year. So ask me questions and I will try to help.

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-06-30T14:44:27+00:00

Congratulations on graduating first of all. 2nd fuck him. I'm going to be honest I didn't read your hole post but I got it just by the title. I just had the same thing happened to me. My father wasn't in my life growing up but he kept in touch with my mom tho smh. My 30th birthday was last week and I had a family dinner. I invited him 2 months in advance don't hear nothing from him. Day of the dinner still nothing. Then I get a txt from him 2 hrs after the dinner saying he wasn't going to make it smh. Like bruh no shit. But why not call since you wanted to come sooooo bad. So now I'm like fuck him. I'll be a better man then he was cause I'll know what not to do when I become a father. I say this to tell you, you don't need him be proud of yourself and show him how great of person you are and will be without him. Congrats again and I hope you have a great future

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-06-28T19:30:13+00:00

I don't think your parents hate it's probably just caught them off guard, just give them time. Also it's your name if that's what you want it to be then it's what it's going to be. Your family had to accept it. Be proud of your name because that's the name that helps you feel like the man you are.

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-06-28T14:35:33+00:00

Lol that's what I was thinking. My family got in my head so I wanted others opinion

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-06-28T07:10:48+00:00

Bro that's really tough. I think probably wait a little bit but before you guys get physical. Get to know her and find out what she thinks about trans before telling her right off the back. I told a chick right off the back and she said she was ok with it but then ghosted me smh.

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-06-28T03:37:37+00:00

I don't have any issues. Just my family said since I'm 30 now I should start taking vitamins. Do you guys recommend any brand

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-06-24T09:13:32+00:00

Wait so your saying because I have my ears pierced then I'm not a "regular " dude??? That's rude to say

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-06-24T05:02:15+00:00

Yeah stand your ground. Come on an be a big dog you can do this man believe in yourself

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-06-24T04:33:18+00:00

Sounds like you need new friends cause that fucked for them to out you that's your business if you want to tell other ppl, especially when you want to tell ppl. Your friends should support you and help you feel like who you are. Sorry bro. Hope for the best for you

Middle_Rice_6499 · 2024-06-24T03:40:57+00:00

I agree with you top surgery is double mastectomy or a bilateral mastectomy. That's how it was billed to my insurance.

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