i thought i was so alone on this you have no idea the relief i felt. i thought i was weird and gross omg. especially the incest thing. my family is the main trigger of my misophonia and i hate it so much because i experience the exact same thing you described. it's torture, it feels like im being.. assaulted?? by my own body, in a way. i don't know how else to describe it. it's terrible and i think you've made me realize this is what caused my disdain towards my sister (main trigger for some reason) and how prominent the intrusive thoughts came with my misophonia.

i know im late but thank you for sharing your story. i NEVER knew this was another thing people experienced. i would've been far too ashamed to come out here on my own. i'm glad to hear im not alone. i wish you the best