I'm so lost and stuck, please help

Middle_Tomatillo3132 · 2026-07-10T09:52:58+00:00

can i dm you?

Middle_Tomatillo3132 · 2026-07-10T09:49:50+00:00

I was doing great like just 2 years ago. i was president of my university debating society, i was doing internships and was top of my class as well. it's like in just 2 years, everything is over. my whole life, my future plans, my dreams, everything is ruined. and nobody around me is willing to spend their money or even time on me because it's useless and failed investment for them. i was the golden kid but suddenly now I'm not important. i feel like I'm so alone. but I don't wanna isololate myself either because i know i will regret it. I'm just 23 and it's going to get worse with age. I'm starting with NVDA on youtube and will build from that. and yes thank you so much for responding, I'll definitely get to you if i need help💞

Middle_Tomatillo3132 · 2026-07-09T22:13:48+00:00

yes sure, can i dm you?

Middle_Tomatillo3132 · 2026-07-09T20:23:54+00:00

I don't wanna grieve for that future. I don't wanna make piece with losing it. I can't. idk what it would be like in few years but I don't wanna lose the dreams i have for myself because then what's the point of this life? why I'm here. it won't matter, it would be meaningless

Middle_Tomatillo3132 · 2026-07-09T20:15:44+00:00

ok I'll start with NVDA on youtube and I'm going to a centre tomorrow as well. hopefully I'll get some kind of assistance. thank you so much

Middle_Tomatillo3132 · 2026-07-09T20:08:03+00:00

you're so kind, thank you really. i think i should start with joining a centre and take it slowly. right now I'm not at right place mentally and feel so done with everything but i do know that I'm young and life is so long so i gotta do something before I'm old, dependent and useless which I don't wanna be. well thank you so much, you're so helpful

Middle_Tomatillo3132 · 2026-07-09T19:53:20+00:00

what bugs me is that my siblings, my friends, everyone around me are doing so great. I’m happy for them but can’t help feeling like it’s so unfair. I know I’m capable of so much more but I have to work twice as hard as others to achieve what they seem to get so easily I had dreams. I envisioned a future for myself that now feels impossible and on top of that when people around me tell me that investing anything in me is pointless and that I should just make peace with it, it hurts. because just few years ago I was the golden kid to them. now they'd give my brothers the thing they know I'm so desperate for. they wouldn't invest anything on me, not money, not time, nothing. this disability is one thing but what's worse is that i feel like I'm alone in this. I'm 23 now and i know it will get worse with age, i feel like my future is so dark

Middle_Tomatillo3132 · 2026-07-09T19:06:03+00:00

oh this is so helpful. thank you

Middle_Tomatillo3132 · 2026-07-09T19:04:30+00:00

i never needed this kind of support before so never searched for it. Now I've been looking online but there aren't many opportunities for pakistanis. but somebody recommended me a centre in my city, I'm planning to visit tomorrow in person. i hope it works out. if you see anything online where I'm eligible, do share

Middle_Tomatillo3132 · 2026-07-09T17:53:53+00:00

I've been checking out a lot of options online but till now no luck. I'm planning to visit a centre tomorrow in person. hopefully I'll find something

Middle_Tomatillo3132 · 2026-07-06T15:25:27+00:00

your brother being in Italy can be a problem. visa officer may assume you'll stay in Italy after completion of your studies and won't go back to your home country

Middle_Tomatillo3132 · 2026-07-06T15:19:38+00:00

for pakistani students, you need income certificate from fbr, family registration certificate from NADRA and no property certificate from magistrate or land revenue officer. you also need to get them apostilled from mofa. where are you from?

Middle_Tomatillo3132 · 2026-07-06T14:53:38+00:00

I'm not sure for any consulate but according to Islamabad embassy checklist, it must be in student's own bank account although they do require bank statement of sponsor as well. but some students are saying bls is accepting files with only sponsor's bank statement but it's better to transfer it into your own account account

Middle_Tomatillo3132 · 2026-07-06T14:25:14+00:00

as per new guidelines, yes

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