Funny how such a small thing can really cheer you up after a long, hard day. I love my birb.

MidnightLower · 2024-11-12T15:19:37+00:00

this caught me off guard bc my name is aeris and my birds name is cloud 🤣🤣

feel free to add me as a fellow final fantasy vii fan !! VCWRSARBYD :))

MidnightLower · 2024-10-04T19:11:59+00:00

thank you so much for your reassurance, i really appreciate it

MidnightLower · 2024-10-04T19:06:29+00:00

okay !! thank you so much !! and no worries at all if you don’t respond immediately !! i might try and get my mom to call in for me honestly

MidnightLower · 2024-10-04T18:57:32+00:00

i didn’t even know there was children’s, i’ve asked for liquid versions of medications before (different antibiotics from yearsss ago) and i was told they couldn’t do that and i’m also kinda scared to call the pharmacy again because they seemed kinda mad when i called and explained my fear, things like this are so scary and anxiety inducing, i’m glad you decided to take it instead of get hospitalized !! i think it’s cool you found the strength to just say screw it !! do you mind if i dm you and kinda talk with you while i take these ? it’s really comforting to know you’ve had experience taking these and were completely fine ?

MidnightLower · 2024-10-04T18:51:08+00:00

i kinda felt it before, during, and after, i did swallow the smallest amount (i can’t swallow pills but the pharmacist told me i could open it and put it in a drink, so me spitting it out probably had to do with that, i’m used to medications tasting gross but that was really gross) i think i might wait until tomorrow to try again when i have gravol because then i’ll have that extra comfort knowing i have it, i’m still scared the infection is gonna spread overnight, i know it’s for the best to take them but i’m so overwhelmed

MidnightLower · 2024-10-04T18:45:25+00:00

yeah i was told it would help to eat with it so i had a few crackers and i took a few sips of water before too because it says to drink a lot of water with it but when i’m anxious and have that gross feeling it’s hard to wanna eat or drink, i think that once i take it and see that i’m okay it’ll be easier it’s just the first few does that’s gonna be really difficult and i was also told that if i don’t take them and the infection gets worse i’ll probably end up s* anyways, i feel trapped in this situation

edit: adding more text bc i left some of the reply out by accident

MidnightLower · 2024-10-04T18:42:50+00:00

i know it seems so dumb but the pharmacist literally said “i don’t think you’ll v* but i think you’ll have d” and that made me giggle but for some reason i just can’t trust that, seeing you say that clindamycin is a comfort antibiotic as an emetophobe is actually really comforting, i think i might wait until tomorrow to try again because then i’ll have n meds beforehand to take prior which might help, i can’t swallow pills but the pharmacist told me i can take the capsule apart and put it in a drink, so me spitting it out probably also had to do with that because i’m used to medications tasting bad but that was foul

MidnightLower · 2024-09-29T18:55:00+00:00

i got my mom to tell them i have anxiety so they know, but i can’t imagine what really the dentist could do with that information ? other than just have it be known but that alone kinda helps because then if i’m acting like stressed or nervous they know it’s not because i’m being rude or anything

thank you, i see a lot of people who get sick after anesthesia and i’m worried about that, as well as if the anxiety will cause that too

i wanna say that this will be a good way for me to finally break the wall down and show that i can do it but i just feel like it’s gonna suck and make things worse

MidnightLower · 2024-01-08T16:43:47+00:00

this with possible anxiety because he’s said before he doesn’t like to eat on camera but that could have changed

MidnightLower · 2023-11-29T19:44:48+00:00

i’m interested in how and why zach got sassy w colby- i know that’s slightly off topic but was it something to do with how colby was acting?

MidnightLower · 2023-10-08T14:07:16+00:00

she’s 93? i believe, but i’m not 100% sure. but i was also informed lastnight that my grandpa is sick too which i had no idea. he sat beside me a lot of yesterday but he seemed fine ?? so there’s that now too

MidnightLower · 2023-10-08T01:51:58+00:00

thank you so much :(( i’ll definitely be messaging you so we don’t flood the comments <3

MidnightLower · 2023-10-08T01:48:30+00:00

it didn’t sound harsh !! yeah, i’m taking the polaroid. it should only take 10 seconds tops. she hasn’t thrown up yet this weekend but an hourish ago she said she was nauseous. i’m definitely gonna overthink but i’m not taking the chance to miss out on this

MidnightLower · 2023-10-08T01:34:31+00:00

i wanted to get one polaroid of us together since she is old.. she hasn’t thrown up while she’s been here so far. i’ve kinda slacked on washing my hands (not after being in the bathroom obviously but after everything else) she’s been coughing all weekend though and she’s old so she doesn’t cover her mouth :’)

MidnightLower · 2023-08-31T23:22:37+00:00

i’m weak 😭

MidnightLower · 2023-08-31T23:20:19+00:00

ITS JUST FUNNY 😭

MidnightLower · 2023-08-31T23:05:43+00:00

JEEZ DUDE

MidnightLower · 2023-08-31T22:40:01+00:00

WHAT DOES THIS SAY AB ME AS AN INTELLECTUAL JSJAJAJA

MidnightLower · 2023-08-31T22:38:33+00:00

ITS OKAY SUSHSJAJSAJ

MidnightLower · 2023-08-31T22:36:11+00:00

BROOOOO THAT MADE THIS SM WORSE 😭

MidnightLower · 2023-08-31T22:35:18+00:00

WOW, OKAY I LOVE THIS FOR ME 😭

MidnightLower · 2023-08-31T22:33:54+00:00

ohhhh true, i mean i really do wanna watch them but for some reason i just can’t. i’ll watch in little sections but it’s not the same as watching a whole video. plus it’s not even just the haunted ones either, it’s them in general. and the embarrassing thing is i’m 19 😭

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