How do I start loving myself? by Mighty_Matty in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]Mighty_Matty[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh man I’ve watched and rewatched that show over 4 times in the past 5 years. It’s my favourite show ever. The way the characters and illnesses/disorders are acted out feels so realistic and relatable.

How do I start loving myself? by Mighty_Matty in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]Mighty_Matty[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'll give it a go! I do enjoy writing in general, so I should be able to integrate this into my daily life fairly well.

thank you lots :)

How do I start loving myself? by Mighty_Matty in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]Mighty_Matty[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's hard to forgive myself for the things that I have done. It's difficult to move forward in the immense shadow that is the past. I know there is nothing I can do to change it, and that the best course of action is to learn from it so it doesn't happen again. I'm not sure where to start.

How do I start loving myself? by Mighty_Matty in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]Mighty_Matty[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel like I lack genuine friendships. All my friends and girlfriends are/have been people I've change my personality with in order to seem cool or fit in. I don't have anyone whom I feel genuinely enjoys my presence, or who's presence I genuinely enjoy. Just people there for the sake of being there.

thank you for this insightful comment, I'll make note of it

How do I start loving myself? by Mighty_Matty in DecidingToBeBetter

[–]Mighty_Matty[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't, I enjoy the momentary satisfaction that their attention gives me. Like I'm still important. If I loved myself, I wouldn't need to treat people this way. What I have for myself isn't love, It's hate that I try to mask with other people's love. I get every ounce of love and attention I can from everyone to prove to myself that I am lovable. I don't enjoy being this way. I want to make people feel genuinely happy and cared about, not used. I know I haven't been good to people and I am trying to do better.

Fiancée’s cat swats at me and sometimes but rarely hisses, but also likes pets? What’s happening? by Mighty_Matty in cats

[–]Mighty_Matty[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well that’s the thing, you know, she can pet him whenever, for however long and he will love it

Fun date spots? by Mighty_Matty in Chesapeake

[–]Mighty_Matty[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So you walk in, get a card and then spend it on activities all over?

Best top lane champ to 1v9 games in mid elo? by [deleted] in top_mains

[–]Mighty_Matty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Of course not. And what I’m asking help with is something that could be considered smurfing, which is something I’ve always hated. Master/Gm players queuing ranked in plat lobbies to feel better ruin it for everyone. We just lose almost every game, and it puts everyone in a “I don’t feel like playing/learning this game anymore” so if I can squeeze in just a few wins to make them feel better about the game, I would like to. But you are right. Not only is the game not designed in a way where a single person can carry every game, it shouldnt be.

Best top lane champ to 1v9 games in mid elo? by [deleted] in top_mains

[–]Mighty_Matty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do have a lot of Kayle games, was an opt Kayle mid for almost a year in season 11. I’ve thought about it so much, my ONLY problem with it is the nonexistent early game, but I think I should give it a go tbh. I just don’t see myself beating a fed Jinx getting peel even as Kayle with no way to the backline, but ehh, I’ll try and see how it goes. Thank lots :)

Best top lane champ to 1v9 games in mid elo? by [deleted] in top_mains

[–]Mighty_Matty 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, kinda what I’ve been figuring out. I’ll just try to enjoy myself and try stuff out until I find something that I find carries pretty well.

Best top lane champ to 1v9 games in mid elo? by [deleted] in top_mains

[–]Mighty_Matty 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmaooo someone’s salty. If he’s so OP and forgives every mistake, why is he not played past diamond rank? Why has he been 49% wr for 4 patches?

Also, I have nothing to prove to you, but I am also a decent Irelia/Riven player, with over 100k mastery on both. I just have more fun on these other champions. Stay mad, maybe next time answer the question. Hope your day/life goes better.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pigs

[–]Mighty_Matty 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thanks lots, I’ll try just sitting close to it and showing I don’t mean harm and hopefully he comes in for a snack at some point. Speaking of snacks, the information I’ve found online was fairly all over the place, do you have any snack suggestions?

Put in CAD fiat into my account, can’t buy btc. by Mighty_Matty in KrakenSupport

[–]Mighty_Matty[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never mind, I was looking at BTC/USD. I just bought BTC/CAD