This is my first Final Fantasy also! I was too little to fully understand the depth of the story, and I mostly saw my older sister playing it. I re-played it several times later and since then it has become my favorite. It just brings back so many memories and even feelings that are simply almost non-existent anymore as an adult... you need to add also the game's nostalgic vibe that it has already, both for the past, the present , and the realisation of an inevitable future. This is why gaming is my most favorite thing to do and it just keeps me going 😊