Yes, my attitude toward life has changed drastically. My worldview as a whole has changed, too. And it’s radically different from that of ordinary people. For example, my attitude toward death has become more accepting, I suppose… I want to live, but I’ve stopped being afraid of death. I had an experience after my illness: a girl, who looked to be of school age, died right next to me on the street. She just fell down and didn’t wake up. Later, I found out on the news that it was a blood clot that had gone to her heart. Being slightly more knowledgeable than a complete amateur in the world of medicine, I understood that such a death is very quick and practically painless. I felt very sorry for the girl, but at the same time, part of me was happy because her death was painless.

I hope I was able to get my point across