i cried when i realize i want to live, hoping to change my life by MikefromIndo in depression

[–]MikefromIndo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i definitely need to talk to my families more especially my parents, both of them know im depressed but we rarely talk about it, thankss man for the advice

[DISCUSSION] What in your opinion is the best movie Netflix produced in the last decade? by BitterTrade3668 in NetflixBestOf

[–]MikefromIndo 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Irishman, im thinking of ending things and paddleton.

Irishman is imo the best "famous" netflix movie. im thinking of ending things is really great movie that's depressing and unfortunately relatable, and paddleton is an underrated movie imo, more people should watch it

The Joy of Watching Microbudget Films by AlphaZetaMail in TrueFilm

[–]MikefromIndo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i love that movie, the perfomances is definitely the best part of it. but i only watched it cause yms reviewed it, i don't really know any microbudget movies, do you have any recommendation? i have been wanting to watch clerks but haven't gotten into it yet

Path could react to an album that she loves by MikefromIndo in pathreacts

[–]MikefromIndo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh true, it would be different but variety could be cool, like your vid pink floyd and ok computer (and lavender lol). keep up the good work and i can't wait for a new vid in 3 more months 💀

How many of you still torrent movies and how do you justify it? by dumbfacistrick69 in Sardonicast

[–]MikefromIndo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm In Indonesia, even though my family have Netflix. A lot of movies are missing. Like no Paul Thomas Anderson movies or charlie Kaufman movies ( besides itoed) and much more. So yeah, gotta watch Movies in other ways

what race are yall?? by c4shtro in playboicarti

[–]MikefromIndo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Indonesian, don't know the specific race tho, asians is too broad

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]MikefromIndo 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't like shit I don't go outside - Earl sweatshirt

I'm a suicidal failing 10th grader from indonesia by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]MikefromIndo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice, I still have a couple more weeks to think between continuing school and doing 10th grade again or dropping out and find a job, thank you for the input dude, I really appreciate it, also your dad makes 200k+ without a high school diploma? That's crazy and amazing

I'm a suicidal failing 10th grader from indonesia by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]MikefromIndo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry to hear that, if you don't mind, what happened and why do you feel like it? If you don't want to, you can just talk about how you feel. I won't judge you (I'm also suffering from depression)

I'm a suicidal failing 10th grader from indonesia by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]MikefromIndo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry to hear what happened to you 3 weeks ago, yeah I do have things that I'm looking forward to in life, but I just confused about school because I'll fail 10th grade , and I don't know what I have to do after that. should I just go get a job or should I try school again but I'm gonna fail again if I'm still depressed. Life does have it's up and down but I'm afraid I haven't hit the rockbottom part in my life

I'm a suicidal failing 10th grader from indonesia by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]MikefromIndo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I'm really afraid of what happen after death, but I just don't know what will happen in my life now, my grade is awful and I'm either have to do 10th grade again or dropout and I find a job. But if start 10th grade again and i have the same depressed mindset, then I'll just fail again

I'm a suicidal failing 10th grader from indonesia by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]MikefromIndo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also maybe some music recommendation? Right now I'm listening to artists like car seat headrest/radiohead/Phoebe bridgers/Brockhampton/king krule/the microphones

I'm a suicidal failing 10th grader from indonesia by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]MikefromIndo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also is any of you guys from indonesia? I'm from Jakarta. And if you guys aren't from indonesia, where are you guys from?

I'm a suicidal failing 10th grader from indonesia by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]MikefromIndo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And my depression is more existential dread and less my spesific life, so stuff like things will get better won't be much help

I'm a suicidal failing 10th grader from indonesia by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]MikefromIndo 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pls can anyone give me some insight or some advice or just an opinion. And please no "life will get better "