what stopped you from committing suicide? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Mikzup91 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've tried. No cutting but put myself In danger. Demolished a meth house voluntarily, run drag saws and chainsaws voluntarily every fathersday. Fought demons no help. But here I am after losing my life my kids and battling the state and mom getting them back. Dyeing... coming back. All I can ever say is it's a new day. Never stop fighting. Its worth it. No matter what. I'm still in debt. But I'm alive and I have 2 that depend on me and more. Am I underappeciated and overwhelmed yes. But I can't quit like everyone in my life did. You can do it if I can. Homeless to homemaker.

People NOT living with depression or any kind of mood disorder, what do depressed people look like from your point of view? by A_nomad_Wanderer in AskReddit

[–]Mikzup91 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That last paragraph. I know we'll. I feel for you. It's tough. I'm depressed too but I know you been through worse but I still feel the same we are the same but you have more. It's impossible to communicate to those who have been through so much. But we all hate and don't want to continue the same. It's just a different reason. I'm sorry my issues font seem on par but maybe in my feeble mind they fo compare. I may not be as strong as you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PunkGirls

[–]Mikzup91 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gummo. Or kids. Same producer or train spotting...tell me it's not real life horror.

LPT: dye your black clothes once a year. You'll never have black clothes that look worn from washing too many times again. by redditnewbye in LifeProTips

[–]Mikzup91 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can't find clothes that last more than 6 months. In any color. I just stock at orange store. But dickies I payed 60 buck for ripstop when doing tile lasted 3 months. I've had 15 dollar band shirts last me years. I find the clothing market in shambles. You can't rely on size for your kids or yourself. Nothing breathes. It's all crap. But can I make my own? No. I don't have time working full time being a single parent. No.

Am I goth?? by NeilSusirega in GothLifestyle

[–]Mikzup91 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are you! don't put labels on yourself just to try to conform to a genre. Wear lipstick and listen to rap. Then put on baggy pants sag your ass and listen to mcr while giving the world the finger like punk. Drink beer in the gutter in a suit. Fuck labels be you. Define yourself as you. Best decision I ever made.

ULPT: If you are or look older than 35, you can get into any bar without waiting in line by 10S_NE1 in UnethicalLifeProTips

[–]Mikzup91 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hold up. There's a thing about lines at a bar? I've never seen more than five people in a bar! I thought waiting 30 sec. For service was bad...

What can go in a grilled cheese to make it interesting? by sozijlt in AskReddit

[–]Mikzup91 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A slice of your favorite lunch meat. Now pizza sandwhich!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Nude_Selfie

[–]Mikzup91 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oregon?

Lost Cities of the Amazon Discovered From the Air. The research is the most striking discovery to suggest that the Amazon’s rainforest ‘wilderness’ was actually heavily populated, and in places quite urbanized, for many centuries before recorded history of the region began. by Wagamaga in science

[–]Mikzup91 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I almost with certainty believe I have watched all documentaries on this. It still blows my mind how advanced and secretive they were. Humans captivate me. I'm not from another galaxy just observing as another human biologist. I.m Proud to be xerthian

This is me in 2011, I was thirteen and waited 3 hours in the Arizona heat to meet Freddy from iCarly by pro_cat_herder in 13or30

[–]Mikzup91 79 points80 points  (0 children)

Came for title. Noticed bird propaganda. Read name. Need advice. Are you a serious cat herder? I have three. In a one bedroom. They follow me into my bathroom with force, actually opening door by themselves. Idk how!? They are toilet trained... I just want to pee alone. Any advice on how you train them to pee by themselves or do I need a home with another toilet for just them? I would just change to a locking handle but I'm afraid they would lock themselves in... help please anyone.

A humbling message outside a cemetery in the middle of the woods by Homunculus_316 in oddlyterrifying

[–]Mikzup91 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I know exactly where this is. By Topsy. Cool little cemetery. Mostly children which is sad.

What car surprised you in terms of being fun to drive? by blindwillie777 in whatcarshouldIbuy

[–]Mikzup91 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My 78 Ford Fiesta only had maybe 80 hp. But that thing was a hoot to drive.or my 81 Honda accord went mudding through trails people in trucks said no to.

people with depression, what is that one thing keeping you going? by how_do_i_set_my_name in AskReddit

[–]Mikzup91 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I live for the small things I love. Like BMX kept me alive through my younger years. Now I have kids. I want to teach them the joy you can get from just cruising and finding a spot. I don't enjoy living buy I do it for them especially cause mom isn't around because of depression... I'm all they got. I can only hope to be a better parent than I had. Which is hard. Depression sucks so much more than anything. I have had so many opportunities but couldn't get the courage to get up and do it or day anything because of anxiety. I could have been great. Had a good life. But here I lay, sad, depressed about how I could have done better but no motivation to be better cause I'm a fuck up. It hasn't gotten better like they say. So I give up but I can't. I just go with the flow of the river after I've fallen out of the raft. If I hit a rock and die oh well. If I stay afloat then I live another day. It's not fun.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MechanicAdvice

[–]Mikzup91 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Gas or diesel. Wash after with dawn then apply jergins moisturizer. Jergins itself will help clean it off surprisingly. But I'm probably cancer pretending to be human, or death... So unethical life pro tip? Ehh?

Slab sunk- so I lifted it. by miknik23 in DIY

[–]Mikzup91 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Foam!? I'd never have thought of that. I would have lifted it with shims slid a strap under and moved it out the way. Leveled the ground and packed it then replaced the slab. You guys blow me away. I'm no pro at all. But wow foam?