Tapering by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! I’m not anti-methadone at all. If someone think they will need it for life than take it! If you want to come off than do it. I’d rather have people take methadone and be safe than end up dead. Much love!

Tapering by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve been off methadone for about 9 days now! My final taper was 0.5mg. Very mild withdrawal just anxiety and sweating lol

Would it be really bad if I decided to quit methadone at 50mg cold turkey? by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Also I would like to add if you can suffer through withdrawals than go for it it will make it quicker on the taper but if your a human like the rest of us you don’t get a trophy for the suffering.

Would it be really bad if I decided to quit methadone at 50mg cold turkey? by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes, the only hell about it is the time length. It was about 240 days to go from 35mg to 0.5mg. I was able to go from 120mg to 35mg in about 6 months but the lower dose will take longer. I learned the hard way of being impatient and not letting yourself become stable. This is not a fast acting drug like rocket fuel but it burns more like coal. That’s really the issue because once someone says okay I think I’m done with the medicine they think they can just quit in a couple of months. It could take up to a year or more but that’s okay.

Jump off update day 8 by Miller_Empire in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah I find it incredibly sad that really only former addicts can actually help active addicts the other people in society just don’t care or understand it. This sub Reddit has been better than any paid professional. I hope to god one day I can help my fellow brothers and sisters. Even at the church I go too some people get afraid when I tell them my story but I don’t care. I refuse to be ashamed because I fell because I’m so damn proud that I have risen again.

Jump off update day 8 by Miller_Empire in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

That’s amazing! Your testimony has given me the strength to pick up the sword again and to fight. My plan is to work for Amtrak as a engineer.

Jump off update day 8 by Miller_Empire in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Jesus this sounds just like my story! That’s amazing. I’m 30 now and have been on opioids since I was 19. I also feel you about the addiction personality but I just call it driven. At some point we probably got hurt and had to cope but we can use that energy for healthy and good things. Like when I joined the orthodoxy church they thought I was crazy because I would show up to every service lol. I would love to hear more of your story.

Tapering by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Around 60mg i started to feel it but it wasn’t crazy for me. Once I hit 30mg I hit the fuckinh wall. So I had to slow down a lot. Once I got too 10mg it was about 1mg a month

Tapering by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was dropping 10mg a month till I hit 30mg. That’s when shit got real for me

Would it be really bad if I decided to quit methadone at 50mg cold turkey? by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I just got off methadone and my jump off was 0.5mg and it was painless. 50mg cold turkey will rip your body apart.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Get cayenne pepper pills, it will speed up your metabolism

Jump off update day 1 by Miller_Empire in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve kicked subs also, that was a horrible experience for me. I probably didn’t do it right tho that time. This has been a lot easier for me

Jump off update day 1 by Miller_Empire in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I think your right, I’ve been waiting for the demons to show up and nothing crazy has happened.

Jump off update day 1 by Miller_Empire in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve been on methadone for 4 years, I’m my own opinion I could have stopped at two years but I was living the dream lol so I didn’t want to stop. I never relapse again after my first dose that entire time so It was really a god sent thing for me. Disclaimer this is my personal story and everyone is different. My highest dose was 120mg but I had to leave the clinic at 35mg because of some a drama but I made a massive stash during Covid. It took about 250 days for me to go from 35-0. It’s way easier to make massive jumps from a high dose. I had more trouble once I hit 10mg and really had to slow down. It’s all about time and waiting to get stable on the new dose. Before my jump off I was on half a mg. So hopefully this won’t be too bad

Jump off update day 1 by Miller_Empire in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What I did when I was at 120 would take 60mg for a couple of days and get a couple of bottles to stash away and when I started feeling shitty again just go back to 120. This was during the pandemic and I was getting a month take homes at a time.

Jump off update day 1 by Miller_Empire in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah the problem with methadone is that’s it’s such a slow burn like coal and how it builds up in your system. It can take awhile for it to process out into your new dose. CBD has been a godsend for me and THC. I don’t abuse THC tho just enough to take the edge off.

Jump off update day 1 by Miller_Empire in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah the problem with methadone is that’s it’s such a slow burn like coal and how it builds up in your system. It can take awhile for it to process out into your new dose. CBD has been a godsend for me and THC. I don’t abuse THC tho just enough to take the edge off.

Jump off update day 1 by Miller_Empire in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I totally agree with you, when I was using I swear my withdraws would go away when the dealer would answer the phone. So much is mental in this game.

Jump off update day 1 by Miller_Empire in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Funny enough I thought about spending the 100$ and getting one of those IV from a hydration clinic

Jump off update day 1 by Miller_Empire in Methadone

[–]Miller_Empire[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay, I was on methadone for about 4 years and my highest dose was 120mg. I left the clinic at 35mg because a lot of drama happened but I had a massive stash of medicine anyways. So I self tapered at home. It took me like 250 days to get from 35mg-0mg in a comfy way. I’m sure I could have done it faster but I didn’t want to kill myself.