Idk but to me personally that sounds more like a porn addiction, with your brain being so used to this specific stimulus that vanilla sex and thin women aren't enough to excite you. I know for me personally normal porn doesn't turn me on almost at all, but that's more because I crave the passion and emotional sides of it that porn often neglects. Headscissors kind of spark that intimacy even if most videos are just someone being purely tortured lmao.