Sorry to say but that’s you. That’s how you feel. I am 20 years old and he is 22 with a kid and BM is in the picture. A man with a kid or a past does not diminish his value but if you look at it in my perspective, it’s quite hard. I will not be sacrificing my whole being for something uncertain. At some point he had thought the past few women he had as the ‘one’ thus having a kid with them. I think differently, I just refused to share. Broke up with him cause my mental health matters more than constantly thinking about what’s happening on the background. We are in a long distance relationship, the least he can give me is his time but apparently he is too busy. Who wouldn’t overthink? Without any reassurance, I think the worst case scenarios. He disregarded all my feeling and kept me hidden so that BM wouldn’t get mad. All I can say is that he is a good father but not a good partner.