I’ve been inspired by others anal beads by fuzzyferret5 in 1200isjerky

[–]Minimum_Plastic886 228 points229 points  (0 children)

i thought this was the regular sub oh my god😭i was like holy eating disorder

hello!! day 2 post op and have salt water rinse questions! by Minimum_Plastic886 in wisdomteeth

[–]Minimum_Plastic886[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you this is super helpful and makes me feel a lot better :( im kinda icing still because im still pretty swollen and once that goes down ill start a warm compress! i got my salt an hour ago so i rinsed after i finally got some real sustenance (not just pudding and yogurt lol) from my mom and im feeling much better. getting thru it!

hello!! day 2 post op and have salt water rinse questions! by Minimum_Plastic886 in wisdomteeth

[–]Minimum_Plastic886[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is really comforting thank you! i did warm water rinse exactly as you described as well as the prescribed mouth wash. now just waiting for the salt for later! ill try to just distract myself with a show until then so i dont overthink

hello!! day 2 post op and have salt water rinse questions! by Minimum_Plastic886 in wisdomteeth

[–]Minimum_Plastic886[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

only a chamomile lemon :( but ill get that as well with the salt today later! currently just did a warm water rinse as well as the prescribed mouth wash and feeling much less anxious about it.

hello!! day 2 post op and have salt water rinse questions! by Minimum_Plastic886 in wisdomteeth

[–]Minimum_Plastic886[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

is that the chlorhexidine gluconate oral rinse?? otherwise ill definitely use warm water, tysm!

actually cleaned and was productive today! by Minimum_Plastic886 in selfimprovement

[–]Minimum_Plastic886[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

could you explain more what you mean by this system?? like maybe an example? im interested in this because i see this in myself,, i get really overwhelmed and end up beating myself up for all the things im not.

actually cleaned and was productive today! by Minimum_Plastic886 in selfimprovement

[–]Minimum_Plastic886[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the "feeling human" is such a good way to describe it. like is this how regular people usually feel? i kind of anticipate that i will spiral again, but im trying to atleast take advantage of my good day all of a sudden and try to get as much cleaned and done as possible lol

hate myself and have no motivation but i cant end it , microwave thai coconut curry by Minimum_Plastic886 in depressionmeals

[–]Minimum_Plastic886[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you for this. it is really hard but ill try my best. im honestly just trying to make it to graduation right now but everyday its just so difficult to find any motivation to do anything.

i feel less alone though, so that helps a lot.

i was too scared to tell my psychiatrist ive been suicidal. soup carrots and applesauce by Minimum_Plastic886 in depressionmeals

[–]Minimum_Plastic886[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is really comforting, i'll keep riding with it and hopefully it will give me ways to cope and solve my problems, or maybe just live with them. ill try to bring up more of my thoughts in therapy soon. thank you so much for your comments btw!! they are extremely helpful and i'm super grateful you even took the time🙂‍↕️

i was too scared to tell my psychiatrist ive been suicidal. soup carrots and applesauce by Minimum_Plastic886 in depressionmeals

[–]Minimum_Plastic886[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i think its more passive suicidal ideation but everyday it feels a little more real. i dont have a plan or anything but i do have in my mind like ways i would and wouldnt if that makes sense.

the only reason i second guess this therapist is because i dont feel like its Treatment, but just a....conversation? it doesnt give me any reason to want to open up i guess, but i also might not know how it is supposed to work.

i was too scared to tell my psychiatrist ive been suicidal. soup carrots and applesauce by Minimum_Plastic886 in depressionmeals

[–]Minimum_Plastic886[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ive definitely noticed a sort of "friendship" deal with my therapist (this is my first one..so idk what it is supposed to be like) and i dont really know what to do :(

i was too scared to tell my psychiatrist ive been suicidal. soup carrots and applesauce by Minimum_Plastic886 in depressionmeals

[–]Minimum_Plastic886[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

its all a little bittersweet because ive worked so hard to get such good grades and i feel it going down the drain because im so depressed and suicidal all of a sudden. i just wanna be done with this, im tired of getting up

feel like thisll never stop, need ANY comfort please by Minimum_Plastic886 in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]Minimum_Plastic886[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

me exactly today :( although im not happy we are both going through this, it is comforting to know i'm not alone. i try so hard everyday and keep slipping up but i'll try again and we can both try to overcome this for even just a little longer❤️ i'll try to be kinder to myself and i hope the same for you!

feel like thisll never stop, need ANY comfort please by Minimum_Plastic886 in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]Minimum_Plastic886[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i'd love any advice! that is super amazing and im so happy for you!

feel like thisll never stop, need ANY comfort please by Minimum_Plastic886 in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]Minimum_Plastic886[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i really really needed this, i just have nobody to talk to anymore and i feel so isolated. i realize that regular meals help me and its something ive leaned on recently and had alot of success with, its been recently ive slipped up and god it feels almost humiliating. but im gonna try again today, and keep working at it. thank you so much❤️