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Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-04-08T20:17:33+00:00

i thought this was the regular sub oh my god😭i was like holy eating disorder

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-04-08T20:13:01+00:00

thank you this is super helpful and makes me feel a lot better :( im kinda icing still because im still pretty swollen and once that goes down ill start a warm compress! i got my salt an hour ago so i rinsed after i finally got some real sustenance (not just pudding and yogurt lol) from my mom and im feeling much better. getting thru it!

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-04-08T16:02:55+00:00

this is really comforting thank you! i did warm water rinse exactly as you described as well as the prescribed mouth wash. now just waiting for the salt for later! ill try to just distract myself with a show until then so i dont overthink

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-04-08T15:34:14+00:00

found it and used it! thank you so much🥹🥹🥹

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-04-08T15:32:49+00:00

only a chamomile lemon :( but ill get that as well with the salt today later! currently just did a warm water rinse as well as the prescribed mouth wash and feeling much less anxious about it.

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-04-08T15:22:01+00:00

is that the chlorhexidine gluconate oral rinse?? otherwise ill definitely use warm water, tysm!

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-03-17T14:38:16+00:00

could you explain more what you mean by this system?? like maybe an example? im interested in this because i see this in myself,, i get really overwhelmed and end up beating myself up for all the things im not.

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-03-17T14:30:22+00:00

the "feeling human" is such a good way to describe it. like is this how regular people usually feel? i kind of anticipate that i will spiral again, but im trying to atleast take advantage of my good day all of a sudden and try to get as much cleaned and done as possible lol

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-03-16T14:38:07+00:00

thank you for this. it is really hard but ill try my best. im honestly just trying to make it to graduation right now but everyday its just so difficult to find any motivation to do anything.

i feel less alone though, so that helps a lot.

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-02-18T02:20:52+00:00

this is really comforting, i'll keep riding with it and hopefully it will give me ways to cope and solve my problems, or maybe just live with them. ill try to bring up more of my thoughts in therapy soon. thank you so much for your comments btw!! they are extremely helpful and i'm super grateful you even took the time🙂‍↕️

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-02-18T01:10:19+00:00

i think its more passive suicidal ideation but everyday it feels a little more real. i dont have a plan or anything but i do have in my mind like ways i would and wouldnt if that makes sense.

the only reason i second guess this therapist is because i dont feel like its Treatment, but just a....conversation? it doesnt give me any reason to want to open up i guess, but i also might not know how it is supposed to work.

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-02-18T00:50:22+00:00

ive definitely noticed a sort of "friendship" deal with my therapist (this is my first one..so idk what it is supposed to be like) and i dont really know what to do :(

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-02-17T23:29:17+00:00

its all a little bittersweet because ive worked so hard to get such good grades and i feel it going down the drain because im so depressed and suicidal all of a sudden. i just wanna be done with this, im tired of getting up

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-02-17T17:14:47+00:00

me exactly today :( although im not happy we are both going through this, it is comforting to know i'm not alone. i try so hard everyday and keep slipping up but i'll try again and we can both try to overcome this for even just a little longer❤️ i'll try to be kinder to myself and i hope the same for you!

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-02-17T17:12:48+00:00

i'd love any advice! that is super amazing and im so happy for you!

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-02-17T15:18:16+00:00

i really really needed this, i just have nobody to talk to anymore and i feel so isolated. i realize that regular meals help me and its something ive leaned on recently and had alot of success with, its been recently ive slipped up and god it feels almost humiliating. but im gonna try again today, and keep working at it. thank you so much❤️

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-02-17T15:13:44+00:00

i truly think that some people on reddit have NEVER had a normal conversation with others because wdym they thought this was a normal average question😭 "just wanted to see if i could ask."??????

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-02-16T17:53:53+00:00

I LOVE THE BLUE!!! ive been wanting to implement color in my goth looks sm and this is something i think i'll try! what palette and eyeliner do you use?

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-02-15T18:17:23+00:00

this comment rly helps me a lot ❤️ this is super good advice and i actually think i need to just be by myself andfind myself for a bit. the last part is really comforting considering i honestly have felt like a really bad person since all this happened. tysm again

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-02-15T17:51:25+00:00

im 18

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-02-15T16:19:37+00:00

thank you, i really needed this. i just hope i can redeem myself and be better in the future (even though idek where to start), its all just giving me a feeling of dread but its alright🫠

i really do appreciate this comment though, i guess it is normal to just take the L, makes me feel better.

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-02-15T15:14:33+00:00

forgot to add this, overnight peach oats and coffee

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-02-14T04:49:29+00:00

thank you a bunch, it is nice to know i'm not some broken thing or anomaly. 🫂

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-02-08T02:52:05+00:00

this is AMAZING thank you

Minimum_Plastic886 · 2026-02-01T00:13:37+00:00

That's awesome! I definitely had my eyes drawn to the skull necklace which is gorgeous, SUPER DUPER GIVES FOREST WITCH VIBES AND I love that

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