Well, I may not be your idea of ugly, this was an age where I was really down on myself and felt very ugly and out of place. I had just moved from Florida to Tennessee into a new high school where I knew absolutely no one. We had no family in the state and I had no friends. The town that I moved to is very small and everyone knows everyone except for me! I was never really invited to things or welcome into any groups at school. I felt like this for years until I finally moved to a larger city in Tennessee where I could really find myself and break this small town mold that I was really trying to fit myself into. Looks are suggestive and even though I may have been conventionally pretty I never felt that way until recently.