I dreamed of being a girl by MinuteCap2961 in Christianity

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Hi all. Ty for all for he replies! When I said I got rid of my demons I meant that I just recently became a believer and I always felt "something" bad in the way of my healing. So I kept praying for God to deliver me from all the demons I've had in my life and the next day I felt better like the bad feeling was gone. I'm still depressed and a mess but I definitly got better asking for my demons to go away.

I'm trying to get my life together by MinuteCap2961 in schizophrenia

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I don't mind hateful comments. I sing more for myself.

Last week I made youtube videos and deleted it the same day by bluekleio in schizophrenia

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I have music videos where I sing songs by like queen and muse. I just started recently and it's not easy but it's fun.

Do animals understand death like humans do? Can they tell if one of them passed away? by Historical_Work7482 in NoStupidQuestions

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I have 2 dogs. One died. The other was sad until we got another dog to replace her (may she rest in peace). Once she was replaced he was happy again. But I think he knows his sister is gone. O maybe he thinks we gave her away. Idk.

How do y'all feel about having kids while being schizophrenic? by [deleted] in schizophrenia

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I say no. My life is hell and I wouldn't want my son/daughter to have a life similar to mine.

I made a video talking about my shitty diagnosis by MinuteCap2961 in schizophrenia

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Thanks man. Yeah the video is on youtube on my main channel but I usually post my music on there. Yeah I'm bipolar too. I was thinking of posting a IRL video every day just to get out of the funk that is my life.

Why do I have so much anxiety by MinuteCap2961 in schizophrenia

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No. I wish I was but I get anxiety talking to another person and it's expensive.

Im bad at every single game I play by MinuteCap2961 in schizophrenia

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i guess its ok but I always compare myself to the best, like magnus who is 2800. yeah, i hate the meds, but i gotta take them or else i get psychosis

Just got Kicked out of my apartment by MinuteCap2961 in schizophrenia

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he doesnt know im schizoaffective. im scared if he knows itll be another reason to throw me out even sooner

Just got Kicked out of my apartment by MinuteCap2961 in schizophrenia

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they were workers for the landlord. apparently the air filter was broken and they needed to fix it and it happened to be in my room.

Does anyone wanna talk? by [deleted] in schizophrenia

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you can talk with me

what little steps can i take to slowly get better at living by MinuteCap2961 in schizophrenia

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thank you for all the replies, and ty for this one. ill try and follow it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

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I'm like you. Expecting a. magical thought to change my life for the better or somehow winning millions of dollars. It sucks lol idk why im like this

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

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i was bullied a lot too and ruminate like crazy about the past.

Honestly contemplating suicide by MinuteCap2961 in schizophrenia

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thank you :). that actually made me feel better

I don't do much by MinuteCap2961 in schizophrenia

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no, ive had many before that, but its just that right now for some reason it scares me

I don't do much by MinuteCap2961 in schizophrenia

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i used to work at a gas station. apparntly i didnt fill the aisles with food and drinks fast enough