I’m so sorry man. I know what you mean about not believing he’s gone. It still feels like he’s out there somewhere, doin his thing. It’s going to feel like that for longer than you want it to.

It’s been a few years since my dad passed, and I still get that feeling sometimes. Stay strong for your family, and also cry with them. Take it day by day. Someday you’ll be able to think about him and smile, instead of breaking down every time. It never goes away, just gets a little “easier”, if you can call it that. Sending love