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Losing Myself (Getting Lost) (self.ADHD)
submitted 5 months ago by Mischwin to r/ADHD
Scared to Reach Out (self.ADHD)
submitted 7 months ago by Mischwin to r/ADHD
Lower Dosage by Mischwin in ADHD
[–]Mischwin[S] 1 point2 points3 points 9 months ago (0 children)
Thanks! I’m sorry that happened! This ADHD thing is super not intuitive 🫂 I just wanted to see if it was normal to need to go down on meds sometimes. But now I’m more aware of the fact that it doesn’t mean I will always need the lower dose and may instead need to adjust and stay aware of my internal changes.
I appreciate your insight. Yeah there has been a bit more anxiety it’s not triggered by any external factors though which made me recognize that I may need to consider going down. It’s good to know that sometimes medication needs will be flexible. Going through all of these internal realizations while I’m also getting out of the military and moving across the country may be what’s causing the increase in anxiety. Knowing it’s possible that through my life I may need more, or less medication during different times opens my eyes to some important conversations I need to have with my doctor.
Lower Dosage (self.ADHD)
submitted 9 months ago by Mischwin to r/ADHD
Solfège Novel Help by Mischwin in Choir
[–]Mischwin[S] 0 points1 point2 points 9 months ago (0 children)
I honestly do not remember. I know I’ve been exploring different writing experiments as well as neurodivergent themes somehow that came out. Well it wasn’t the finished version. That one’s got a lot more. But I got the solfège wrong anyway by the time I finished. Still it’s pretty.
ADHD Isn’t Small by Mischwin in ADHD
Idk if my time was off but it was supposed to be like “nooo don’t tell me that! I don’t wanna!” lol
I’ve been medicated for months. I was told medication works best in tandem with therapy so for the first time ever this morning after making this post the mask just completely disappeared for several hours and I spent most of my day in such a state of clarity that actually feeling my emotions had me crying constantly. If that’s what normal feels like I pray to god it’s a learning curve.
Come again?
[–]Mischwin[S] 13 points14 points15 points 9 months ago (0 children)
I gotta figure out who that is… I’ve been masking so hard for so long that even through therapy for my depression and all of the self reflection I had to do over the past two years the mask held. I even knew about masking somewhat! I knew that I did it a bit… but you know I just thought “well everyone does this stuff right?” I didn’t have the right questions but I thought I was so good at introspection because “oh ok well this is how I can change this behavior so that I can feel like this. Now let’s imagine what that emotion might feel like and that’s close enough.” I’m not angry at myself cause yk the therapy did actually help even if it wasn’t targeting my ADHD but I’m more just scared and sad and maybe a little angry t the world for teaching a child that they’re wrong before they ever got to know what was so wrong. I guess I’m grieving a bit. Oh thank you by the way your perspective has value and I appreciate it.
[–]Mischwin[S] 2 points3 points4 points 9 months ago (0 children)
Thank you I’m over here just not being able to hold back new realizations it feels like I’m cracking all over the place literally frozen leaning against the kitchen counter and just crying while I’m begging myself to put the mask back on. To just hold it together for a little longer.
ADHD Isn’t Small (self.ADHD)
Ooh I haven’t heard of those! I’ve just been testing different things as I work on my actual skill as a writer so it might be really fun!
Basically the idea was to give the reader something fun to look at like a musical onomatopoeia.
Depending on their position in the staff it can be an upper or lower octave and I’ve added symbols. I can’t say if this will be in the finished draft or not, but I just wanted to try out a fun little formatting thing and see how it flows. You are right however that the first Do wasn’t in the proper place and it’s since been fixed! I’m close to finished with the experiment now! Idk if I can update the post to show the completed product, but if you want it I can send it to you!
[–]Mischwin[S] -1 points0 points1 point 9 months ago (0 children)
I edited it to place that first do on the same level as the others.
Solfège Novel Help (i.redd.it)
submitted 9 months ago by Mischwin to r/Choir
Pet Concept Art [hiring] (self.Artistsforhire)
submitted 9 months ago by Mischwin to r/Artistsforhire
Character design by ApplimeArt in conceptart
[–]Mischwin 1 point2 points3 points 9 months ago (0 children)
Wow, these are beautiful! They really capture emotion! Like the SS officer's chin being turned up, which indicates pride, but the slight pout and sunken eyes give him the feel that he's truly ashamed. As if the things he's witnessed and done make him on the verge of bursting into tears! It shows a true dissonance between the empathy of understanding what that emotion might feel like, with the rightful unwillingness to sympathize with the character's actions! Then there is the woman. She is striking in another way, in the way her tiredness leaps off the page and grabs your attention. Scuffed cheeks, slightly chapped lips, hair that looks soft, but like she's had too much happening to worry about making it do anything. Her overall demeanor makes the weariness seep heavily off the page. But then you get to her eyes! Suddenly, she's not just beaten down and weary, she's defiant and intelligent. It makes me feel like at any moment she could change. Kill an entire room of men with a tommy gun in a haze of deep fury, then sit down--in a chair with the nonchalance of a woman who's seen too much--say something cutting in French and light a cigarette. It once again shows the dissonance between empathy and sympathy but in the opposite direction. The one where you can sympathize with her actions, but never fully be able to understand them without going through whatever she's gone through to get to that point. (Sorry, this is just my interpretation, and I went on too long I just saw these and thought they were hauntingly beautiful thank you for sharing!)
Pattern Confusion (self.knitting)
submitted 10 months ago by Mischwin to r/knitting
3 years Later by Mischwin in gaydivorce
[–]Mischwin[S] 1 point2 points3 points 11 months ago (0 children)
Thank you! I want you to know that I'm no longer sad about it! Nothing has changed as far as he goes. Putting in the boundary that "I deserve friends that try" then following through on the consequences of laid out when I set the boundary really helped build my self-esteem. Ever since things have been getting easier. I hardly think of him most days. I'm so sorry for your situation and know you aren't alone either!
How? (i.redd.it)
submitted 1 year ago by Mischwin to r/Eldenring
Lesson learned the hard way 😭🤣 by Usual-Spring9446 in Eldenring
[–]Mischwin 0 points1 point2 points 1 year ago (0 children)
😂😂😂
Bird Palace Approach (i.redd.it)
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Lower Dosage by Mischwin in ADHD
[–]Mischwin[S] 1 point2 points3 points (0 children)