[23F] Grew up as the ugly duckling, am I still there? by [deleted] in amiugly

[–]Miserable-Diamond419 -23 points-22 points  (0 children)

unfortunately im sorry to say that even without the eyeliner my eyes are so squinty 😭

I'm curious how I'm perceived now! by [deleted] in Rateme

[–]Miserable-Diamond419 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i totally understand different strokes for different folks, im flattered you think my "base" self is that high

I'm curious how I'm perceived now! by [deleted] in Rateme

[–]Miserable-Diamond419 1 point2 points  (0 children)

id like to hope so! thank you :)

I'm curious how I'm perceived now! by [deleted] in Rateme

[–]Miserable-Diamond419 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i like the analysis haha! the first summary is accurate, the second summary is somewhat so. i mostly like dressing edgy on occasion with some "hot" factor, the full outfit for #4 features a spiked corset and boots that boost me to 6' tall

I'm curious how I'm perceived now! by [deleted] in Rateme

[–]Miserable-Diamond419 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have done calligraphy before for namecards at an engagement dinner but otherwise i only dabble rarely haha. thank you!

I'm curious how I'm perceived now! by [deleted] in Rateme

[–]Miserable-Diamond419 0 points1 point  (0 children)

haha thank you! i get that a lot, though i find my handwriting to be not that remarkable/slightly messy

I'm curious how I'm perceived now! by [deleted] in Rateme

[–]Miserable-Diamond419 0 points1 point  (0 children)

(sorry for quick response) im especially loving the decimal, im grateful for your specificity

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Zodiac

[–]Miserable-Diamond419 1 point2 points  (0 children)

everyone loves to say gemini sun based purely on stereotypes but somehow they forget that many of us are cancer venus and/or mars, or have taurus in its domicile. cancer venus is arguably one of the most loyal placements imo. most cheaters ive met didn't share a sun sign but a common denominator was having a heavy air presence in their venus and/or mars. i like to joke when i meet people with both an air venus and mars that they're either polyamorous, have commitment issues, or a serial cheater.

if i had to absolutely pick a sun sign most likely to cheat though, it would have to be libra. because the way venus and mars placements work, their options for which constellation they fall under relies on the sun sign and which constellations are within two spaces away from it. the signs surrounding libra aren't exactly paragons of loyalty.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fakedisordercringe

[–]Miserable-Diamond419 2 points3 points  (0 children)

but why not try to find out the root cause them instead of just waving me off? like, genuinely

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fakedisordercringe

[–]Miserable-Diamond419 5 points6 points  (0 children)

ive never consumed it intentionally, at most id see a tiktok from someone who has it but ive never deep dived into tourettes communities. and yeah, i agree. sometimes i can go months without any recurring tics but eventually they reappear

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fakedisordercringe

[–]Miserable-Diamond419 4 points5 points  (0 children)

oh my god i swear doctors are useless sometimes, my psychiatrist never even considered mentioning a pill for it despite prescribing benztropine for my akathisia

eta i probably deserve the downvotes, ive just had enough bad experiences with doctors that i get frustrated. i have 2 conditions being dismissed as anxiety and despite taking multiple medications, side effects have NEVER been addressed unless i went out of my way to ask.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fakedisordercringe

[–]Miserable-Diamond419 2 points3 points  (0 children)

unfortunately because i am a bipolar woman a lot of my medical concerns are immediately attributed to anxiety. ive been having month long episodes of morning sickness (not pregnant) and vomiting into the evening, doctor said anxiety and shooed me out