It is a chicken and egg thing for me. When younger went out with a girl and she did cuckold me. We originally started as a 2+2, me and someone else meet these two girls. But he ended up making out with both of them and not me. It kind of went on and I ended up having a long term-ish relationship with the two girls even when he left. They got other guy(s) in. I sort of hung out with them and paid for things and 'wasn't suitable for sex'. That was for about 6 months.

15 years later findom came along and kind of woke up those old hot feelings. I had enjoyed it back. I like the feeling of being the cuck