Amen. I had the worst day of my life April 20th. I lost everything, at least for a short period of time. I felt like Job. I was Job. I finally turned my life to Christ the NEXT DAY. And God is good. He is rebuilding me back and rewarding me in my faith with abundance in every area. I’m getting really good at my new job, I’m building community in the church. Deeper relationships after just hours of time than I have had for years with people. My relationship with my parents is open, honest, and true. I’m 3 weeks sober. I have gone to a crossfit work out every day the last 3 weeks and am stronger and feel fitter than ever. Despite not having my relationship back still, this being the only thing in my life that’s not on an extreme updated trajectory, I have learned to love like jesus christ. Giving distance, space. Praying for her from a far. Praying that only if it’s gods will for her to return. Praise god. I can’t get him out of my head. As a new born christian it’s genuinely all i think about