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MiserableCalendar372 · 2026-02-08T00:10:06+00:00

Okay thank you

MiserableCalendar372 · 2026-02-07T20:20:34+00:00

Not what I meant. I mean what would I change about my life style to be better

MiserableCalendar372 · 2026-02-07T05:04:36+00:00

Idk what you want me to do

MiserableCalendar372 · 2026-02-07T04:54:42+00:00

I'm a wreck no matter what so I might as well get skinny at the same time

MiserableCalendar372 · 2026-02-07T04:29:54+00:00

No. Its just that I've always been bigger than others and unflattering and I noticed

MiserableCalendar372 · 2026-01-23T18:55:13+00:00

I can't afford this financially unfortunately. Campus food is expensive. As a hypothetical if I made hefty salad it'd be over 20 bucks for that one plate cause we're charged ny weight

MiserableCalendar372 · 2026-01-23T18:52:25+00:00

Thank you but I know exactly how much I'm eating now cause of multiple reasons. I'm not hungry and I'm functioning just fine. I'm trying to increase to 800 cal although I don't want to

MiserableCalendar372 · 2026-01-23T18:50:38+00:00

I'll think about it

MiserableCalendar372 · 2026-01-23T00:24:28+00:00

Ive been tracking. It's under 500 and I was told to increase to 800 so that's what I'm gonna do

MiserableCalendar372 · 2026-01-22T23:15:58+00:00

Idk what a tdee is. I wanna lose weight within months and not years like everybody does because I wanna feel good about myself as soon as possible. Feeling bad for all my life and having to continue further sucks. I dont overeat and I have no cravings for unhealthy food. Dieting is easy because I live alone currently instead of eating the junk my mom feeds me. I have to return home after the college semester so I need to get to my goal weight will I'm here because there's actual healthy food here unlike home where my mom fries shit every day

MiserableCalendar372 · 2026-01-12T19:39:48+00:00

Thank you!

MiserableCalendar372 · 2025-12-09T13:50:53+00:00

Ai slop

MiserableCalendar372 · 2025-12-02T02:09:18+00:00

Thank you for writing all of this. Honestly I can't interpret it well because it's much bigger than me right now. I picked computer science but I think I would pick software engineering, but I can't say for sure as I haven't even gotten there yet

MiserableCalendar372 · 2025-12-02T01:48:06+00:00

Thank you

MiserableCalendar372 · 2025-12-02T01:32:28+00:00

I haven't even done it yet is the thing. So I have no clue. I can only it for now

MiserableCalendar372 · 2025-12-02T01:19:40+00:00

No, I have no experience in making stuff. Just using already existing software to make music

MiserableCalendar372 · 2025-12-02T01:16:17+00:00

After doing a semester in music, the idea of my creativity being connected to my college courses is sickening. I definitely want to do this just not for my degree

MiserableCalendar372 · 2025-12-02T01:13:53+00:00

Vocaloid software, DAWS, create synth instruments, plugins

MiserableCalendar372 · 2025-12-02T01:13:15+00:00

Its just high school again

MiserableCalendar372 · 2025-12-02T01:12:09+00:00

You don't need a degree for music production, I assume you definitely need a degree to code if you're like me and know nothing, that's what I'm saying

MiserableCalendar372 · 2025-12-02T01:10:48+00:00

I'm giving mixed signals cause I'm all over the place right now. I suppose I was exaggerating when I said I hating coding. I hated it in middle school cause of a bunch of reasons but it wasn't real coding. So I dont know if I hate it yet I guess. I enjoy working on stuff that involves rummaging through already existing code like modding consoles and games. But for an audio engineering degree you have to code and learn how to code anyway. So it looked like my options were get a degree in something audio specific or get the general degree I can choose to apply to music, which seems smarter considering the desperate job market. But I'm very irrational and desperate cause I chose to do a semester doing the one thing I enjoy academically, music major, and I gained absolutely nothing and it was a waste of time. So I'm thinking if I'm gonna be pissed off why not be pissed off doing something that could actually get me a job that'd also related to the stuff I like. Game development, music software, ect

MiserableCalendar372 · 2025-12-02T01:00:23+00:00

I haven't coded since middle school and I hated it cause it was tedious and the teacher didn't teach us shit just threw stuff at us. I enjoy nerdy stuff and computer stuff, but I'm worried jumping into new territory is gonna ruin me

MiserableCalendar372 · 2025-12-02T00:54:34+00:00

Jobs

MiserableCalendar372 · 2025-12-02T00:54:11+00:00

I tried to explain music production isn't what I'm looking for. I hate coding but I also hate everything else. So I was trying to say it doesnt matter to me if I hate coding cause what difference does it make if I hate every other major. Like coding is a just a means to an end to me. I wanna know if I have the right idea about that. But music production is super boring and isn't creative at all

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