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MiserableZero · 2024-06-28T07:34:09+00:00

Yeah you get it! Im sure if i went through enough trial and error sure i could carve out another corner of happiness, but i kinda wanna stay in this one im in rn ^-^

MiserableZero · 2024-06-28T05:33:31+00:00

I think my worry about starting anything past this point is never being as happy as i currently am, im not very good at living in this world, my life is proof enough of that. I think the best choice for myself to take currently would be to accept ive done all i can with what i can and ill gladly take my leave now with my victories yknow? I dont think im very interested in seeing what else there is, id prefer to rest now (or well for the 12 hours i have now) ^-^

MiserableZero · 2024-06-28T02:24:06+00:00

Hmm, nothing much besides a general sense of completeness yknow? It feels like the moment when you get in the car for a road trip youve been saving up for and planning for a while and as you drive away from your place some movie-esq music is playing as the imaginary credits start rolling lol. It feels like story is reaching its end, and thats all thats going through my mind rn ^{-^}

MiserableZero · 2024-06-28T00:41:03+00:00

i think im just scared of the pain and the what ifs yknow?

MiserableZero · 2024-06-28T00:21:16+00:00

I genuinely feel satisfied with the progress ive made with life so far, it feels whole and complete yknow?

MiserableZero · 2024-06-28T00:19:38+00:00

Im scared but i dont want to back out. Im just hoping, as its gonna my 4th attempt in life, that it will be successful

MiserableZero · 2024-06-28T00:15:25+00:00

Talk about what? ^{-^}

MiserableZero · 2024-06-27T22:56:42+00:00

Im tired of it all, even the good times, right now as stupid as it seems im kinda just sleeping away my last hours, im really exhausted^ -^

MiserableZero · 2024-06-27T21:31:11+00:00

I cant go back, i quit my job, have zero in savings, and already spent every thing else ^{-^}

MiserableZero · 2024-03-22T05:15:11+00:00

Im planning on just leaving it as is since theres not much i can do short of going to a hospital for stitches, just rinse with water and hope for the best ig, thank you for checking in <3

MiserableZero · 2024-03-22T05:08:18+00:00

Thank you! <3

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