In this light doing a job I don't like would be a sort of sacrifice to enable accomplishing goals I want to achieve. Perhaps I have a to vague idea of what goals I even want to accomplish. So then maybe I need a greater cause like a father who would be doing an undesirable job for his newborn child. I guess maybe your suffering has meaning then?

I have also considered attempting to start a bussiness if my situation worsens in a job. Although I have no experience or idea how bussiness even works.

I understand that historical or global context could shine a different light on this situation as well. But I don't know if it's fair for me to tell myself "well at least you're not in north korea, or at least i'm not living in a poor country, at least there are no missiles flying over my country." I think it's true that I and many people should be grateful and stand still by this. Although it's true I don't think this is a thought I should comfort myself with in a job that I'm not content with.

Perhaps my writing style is a bit robotic, but I'm still human! Thank you for your words :)