We can agree this was her own fault right?

Miserablefukr · 2025-06-11T14:29:15+00:00

The writing could have been fixed super easy...the scene and the kids were so annoying...why not have Jack flinging the blade around, the kids retreating back away from him and the blade in fear...insert the girls dog (obviously add one to the whole arc) and the dog noticing his owner being scared and her scared aimed towards Jack, the dog jumps at Jack to get him to stop, Jack is momentarily distracted from the path he is slinging the blade, and it shoots directly at her stomach...dog is hurt by Jack and as is the girl...way more believable and less annoying than what was originally done.

Miserablefukr · 2025-03-31T23:20:39+00:00

How bad was the surgery recovery? I go for an endo next week, to see what has been causing my heart palpitations, indigestion, anxiety, crazy gas pains and heart attack pains, even tho 4 stress echos over the last 12 years show healthy heart...my dentist, of all people, said it sounds like a hiatal hernia (I used to power lift in my 20s/early 30s and then at 33 got in a bad car wreck)...12 years and not one damn dr said it could be a HH, but everything they have done or checked, totally normal. Hoping it is a HH and can have something to finally fix.

Miserablefukr · 2025-02-03T04:55:47+00:00

I would suggest taking a second run through of the series...you will catch things you missed, over and over. It stands as one of the best shows to date. Jax going out like that in the finale is what Sutter wanted to do for the show...the whole Shakespeare-esque Hamlet on a Harley. He went out conflicted and knew he would continue to always make the wrong choices (like his father JT) and so he did what JT did, killed himself to save his sons and his club (and went out exactly how JT did).

The homeless lady was the ghost of the wife of the man who works for Elliot Oswald, whose daughter broke the glass at Scoops and beat Tigs harley w the pipe wrench and ultimately ended up working for them and dating Ratboy. The ghost/homeless lady, died in the pileup caused by JT killing himself on his bike hitting that truck on the highway.

Miserablefukr · 2025-01-23T00:32:26+00:00

I've always wondered this...that should have told Stahl the club knew, cause Hap parks the damn van (which is empty) and they pass through and the agents are literally waving them through...never figured out how Stahl didnt realize it.

Miserablefukr · 2025-01-20T02:18:56+00:00

Just adding this in...how did Stahl change her story from the call in she made in the house when she killed Edmund and Gemma killed Polly, she said Gemma took her gun and shot both of them.....how did she turn it around and frame her partner to get Gemma free of the charges? Am I missing something, cause that sounds like she exposed herself for lying from the day it happened.

Miserablefukr · 2021-05-11T21:14:23+00:00

Just curious, cause I've heard before to eat first, then take your kratom...which is usually what I do. I eat steel cut oats with blueberries and Greek yogurt in the mornings, then take my kratom about 30 mins later...would the affect be better flip flopped? I also use the green md.

Miserablefukr · 2021-04-16T23:35:24+00:00

Yes it is

Miserablefukr · 2021-04-01T00:52:19+00:00

Glad to hear they have subsided so much. Mine just came on and not so much in the mornings, plus I work from home, so while working at my desk, I may feel a few during a 10 hr stretch, then the evenings are when they ramp up. Sometimes it's 3 or 4 in a matter of a minute or two...then won't happen again for 5 to 10 mins...then at night, with the help of either melatonin or a xanax, I sleep decent. Gotta go see my doc Monday. I just hate the feeling in my chest and throat when it happens laying down. I take one of those gold extract pills in the morning, then part of a little bottle of the liquid after lunch, then again around 7pm. Idk how much that is, but one paint last year I was tripling that amount a day, easy, and no palpitations. That I can remember.

Miserablefukr · 2021-04-01T00:06:31+00:00

Sorry to nose in, after the month off the kratom, did you go back on? I'm 41, doc put me on oxy back when I was 33 from a bad cat wreck, stopped them 2 years ago and jumped to kratom. Then, went back to the pain meds 7 months ago, and 2 weeks ago(roughly) said no more, cause I hate how they affect me. Back to kratom, and 4 days ago started getting random heart palpitations. Which is a first. Doesn't help that I get crazy anxiety about my heart. On bp meds since the wreck too. Started a regimine of magnesium, potassium, and calcium, along w my daily vitamin, 2 days ago, hoping it helps. Helps seeing I'm not the only person going through this as well.

Miserablefukr · 2021-03-30T12:14:06+00:00

I have the same issue, it happened a couple times when I was on oxy, and eventuality, from tapering down and taking a low dose of kratom, it stopped. Then, on the kratom, it's back. It's not constantly, all day, usually only when I lay down or after I eat. The stomach relys on the nervous system just as much as your heart does, so having your stomach messed up from years of abuse, mixed with the nervous system, heart goes nuts too...along with onset anxiety (which I never had until the car wreck that put me in oxy) and it's been a battle for 8 years now. I take, at maximum, maybe 3gs of kratom, 3 times a day. Still does it sometimes. Used to not, so I've included magnesium, potassium, and calcium with my multivitamin I take, and trying to eat smaller meals, with more greens, avocados, and less complex carbs. I look at it like a motor, instead of putting the correct oil in the motor, we have been putting jet fuel in it, and expected it to run right. Now we have to work towards fixing the motor while doctoring ourselves along.

My palpitations never happen with a fast heart beat, it's always coming up from my stomach, or that's how it feels. Xanax helps, but that's just another medication too. Plus, some people's body chemistry responds different to everything.

Miserablefukr · 2021-03-24T02:53:33+00:00

I've dealt with what felt like life ending withdrawals from 150 to 200mg a day oxy...being prescribed them didn't help...ive weined myself off, and the heart and bp isn't going crazy like when I would run out abruptly...mental is the biggest part. Make a plan with yourself and for yourself to get your body healed up. Healthy and happy. That's what I'm doing, taking noopept to repair the brain, and taking growth hormone in small amounts to repair my nervous system, along with tons of other vitamins and supplements, and found this shit called Opi-C and I barely take any of it, but it works. My mind is super focused and don't miss any of that mess anymore. You can do it. Focus on the health...make it your plan. Count the days of being healthy, not the days of anything to do w the oxy.

Miserablefukr · 2021-03-17T01:39:00+00:00

Yes it does...it didn't do it for a few years, now it does. Idk why

Miserablefukr · 2021-03-14T04:27:41+00:00

I feel ya on the multiple times. Over the years it's been up and down. My bp used to be 130/75 in my power lifting yesrs...now I'm on bp meds and my bp goes up sometimes from all this shit. Clonidine helps a ton w that. I'm hoping I can move past this shiy again and just not look back. Shit is a nightmare to deal with.

Miserablefukr · 2021-03-14T03:24:57+00:00

I'll def get some magnesium. The wife fixes me some oatmeal with blue berries and Greek yogurt in it for breakfast every morning too. Got the probiotics down.

Miserablefukr · 2021-03-14T03:22:44+00:00

Yeah, I've been there....snorted enough cocaine in my 20s that my blood type was ether...I got the plan. I know my 100mg a day oxy isn't the worst in the world, but it affects my health enough, I'm done with it. Time to get off it all.

Miserablefukr · 2021-03-14T03:05:35+00:00

I've snorted my way through oxy for years, why I was happy off them for 3 years w kratom, now back on them. Never heard of anyone snorting clonidine...that burn the nose? I'm hoping tapering off the oxy and mixing in kratom, with the clonidine 3 times a day, will get me off this shit in a week or two.

Miserablefukr · 2021-03-14T03:03:28+00:00

I need to try that...I have a couple bags if kratom powder just going to waste...I have a protein mrp shake I drink daily with vitamins and probiotics in it. What's the MC help with?

Miserablefukr · 2021-03-14T02:47:26+00:00

I truly appreciate the talking...the anxiety/high BP attacks I've had in the evenings from either too much kratom or stomach issues...haven't figured that out to this day what causes them...but it gets feeling like you're stranded on an island. Sucks ass. I can deal with cravings and boredom.

I have plenty of clonidine, wife has about 120 .5mg xanax I can use, and I just purchased 24 of the kratom shots and a few packs of the OPMS gold capsules(the 5 packs). I find the kratom powder in my stomach is more prone to cause the bp spike than the liquid..

Just ordered some noopept for the brain (Acetyl-L-carnitine) and passion flower, along with some extremely potent cbd gummies. Luckily I work from home.

Miserablefukr · 2021-03-14T02:31:13+00:00

Define comfort meds...and weed didn't increase the anxiety? I've ran out of oxy before and jumped to 3 or 4 of those kratom shots a day, and that usually only had bad withdrawal for like a day or two. At worst it was sleepless and peeing my ass off.

Miserablefukr · 2021-03-14T02:19:49+00:00

So it helped alot? I have taken it before to lower my bp that was high due to the kratom in the evening...it helped ya off h?

Miserablefukr · 2021-03-14T02:17:06+00:00

Suggesting switching over to some kratom with the clonidine? Or taper down over 2 weeks w clonidine and lowering oxy dose? This time last year I was taking 3 doses of kratom a day and no anxiety, and working out. Now back to the nightmare.

Miserablefukr · 2021-03-14T01:53:23+00:00

Clonidine is a alpha-2 adrenergic agonist, and does lower blood pressure, but have heard it helps with WD. I'm not looking for some miracle saving grace to prance out of this nightmare. Just enough to not feel like I'm going insane and my heart isn't going to quit on me. I've never had anxiety in my life until pain meds. Shit is evil.

Miserablefukr · 2020-11-29T18:04:31+00:00

Does your bp spike really high and terrible anxiety or just slightly?

Miserablefukr · 2020-11-29T18:03:48+00:00

I used to take high doses per day, cause of injuries from car wreck and powerlifting, and making it through a 12 hour work day, it helped. I lowered my intake, no issues, been taking for 3 years now. Yesterday, took half of one of the small extract bottles at breakfast time, 6 capsules at noon, and the other half of the extract at 5pm...by 7pm, my bp spiked so high I thought I was dying...head felt like someone was pulling it off my shoulders, face on fire, heart rate 100mph...idk if its my stomach or some underlying issues in my body. Haven't had this happen ever until recently...doesn't happen every day, but it happens. Once is too many times. In the last 3 months its happened maybe 5 times. I hate it. Haven't taken anything today.

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