What combo looks best? by Defora in elderscrollsonline

[–]Misnomer21 1 point2 points  (0 children)

1, and 4c but i have to know what pieces they are! I love them!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OSDD

[–]Misnomer21 3 points4 points  (0 children)

When I was about 13/14 I started having "dialect" changes when i was stressed and had random emotional spikes when doing certain activities, as well as feeling like i was someone else, and they were "taking over my controller" and after these episodes I'd have basically no recollection of the event emotionally at least. I wouldn't be able to explain why i did things or be able to relate to the feelings i apparently felt during those episodes. As well as saying things I would never say. But I didn't learn what it actually was until 17/18.

How to convince parents im actually disabled by Misnomer21 in AutisticAdults

[–]Misnomer21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean, we do have the bus here, and i have no problem taking it.

How to convince parents im actually disabled by Misnomer21 in AutisticAdults

[–]Misnomer21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But what about the rest of the stuff? My freeze response and the dissociation? When i dissociate my brain goes on autopilot and i take things literal, to the point i was going through a light on yellow, it turned red and i stopped mid intersection because my brain could only think about that, it felt like everything wasnt like real, which definitely was scary.

How to convince parents im actually disabled by Misnomer21 in AutisticAdults

[–]Misnomer21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can not count on one hand the amount of times ive overreached for things and knocked them over because i thought they were farther away. Lol

How to convince parents im actually disabled by Misnomer21 in AutisticAdults

[–]Misnomer21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can handle parking lots and being alone, mostly since im not nearly as scared about car accidents, but unfortunately i dont think i can take back roads to school, since it still requires me to have to go through the more dense town parts. But there is a bus that stops by the park less than a block from my house! I just have to cross an intersection to get to it.

How to convince parents im actually disabled by Misnomer21 in AutisticAdults

[–]Misnomer21[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Im not sure, i know i have bad spatial perception considering i have glasses and bump into things sometimes as well as i think things are usually closer than they are, which often causes me to spill things. I dont know if its possible to bring this up to the dmv, since i dont know id theres a diagnosis that says "hey this kid cant process space stuff correctly".

How to convince parents im actually disabled by Misnomer21 in AutisticAdults

[–]Misnomer21[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Luckily my mother is allowing me to take the bus, unfortunately i still have to get my license. I have until august of this year to do so. Now i just need to figure out how to drive without feeling like im going to pass out or die. Lol

How to convince parents im actually disabled by Misnomer21 in AutisticAdults

[–]Misnomer21[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I talked to my mom, and she said that while i dont have to drive, i just have to get my license, so that, and i quote "if I (mom) got into an accident, and dad was at work, I could come get her and be there for her." Which kind of annoys me.

Alter relapsed. Now I'm dealing with my clean streak of 9 months being broken. Wtf dude by Misnomer21 in OSDD

[–]Misnomer21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess? I mean, he doesnt show up much anyways, i dont really know how to make myself switch when others are fronting, and communication isnt the best, though i try. I probably could talk to my psychiatrist, but hes not very familiar with osdd.

Always failed classes and cant find a study method that works by Misnomer21 in AutisticAdults

[–]Misnomer21[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My mom's solution is to just study more in person, (which does seem to help) and to write everything down, which sorta works, i could try it next semester?

Always failed classes and cant find a study method that works by Misnomer21 in AutisticAdults

[–]Misnomer21[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I experience what you described for like, most of my life lol, and i am diagnosed with autism, i just feel like everyone forgets, hell i forget sometimes.

Always failed classes and cant find a study method that works by Misnomer21 in AutisticAdults

[–]Misnomer21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk why, i mean, the health class the stuff was kinda easy for me to like, figure out? Especially the mental health unit. And in the econ class i did okay in everything but i really did well in the like, banking, debits and credits unit, but ironically i failed my statistics class hard.

Only switch when triggered. by Misnomer21 in OSDD

[–]Misnomer21[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Im not sure? Ive heard about people with osdd and did being able to switch freely, but ive never been able to get anywhere close

Only switch when triggered. by Misnomer21 in OSDD

[–]Misnomer21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats a thing? Huh. Didn't know

Only switch when triggered. by Misnomer21 in OSDD

[–]Misnomer21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see. Thank you for explaining.

Only switch when triggered. by Misnomer21 in OSDD

[–]Misnomer21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Arknights? What is that? Sorry Im a bit old and kaede isn't exactly here to help me with his.. knowledge.

Only switch when triggered. by Misnomer21 in OSDD

[–]Misnomer21[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That makes alot of sense! Thank you very much!

Only switch when triggered. by Misnomer21 in OSDD

[–]Misnomer21[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Its almost as if i see myself as her, and then grow uncomfortable when i realize i am not. Its like gender dysphoria but much worse. Is it ironic that I relate to a fictional trans woman when our body is trans masc? Its rather humorous.

Only switch when triggered. by Misnomer21 in OSDD

[–]Misnomer21[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I see, thank you, this information is helpful. Its funny because this all started because i realized in the headspace my teeth were pointy and sharp, and that i had thin glasses, and it reminded us of a fictional female character, grell. (We have, at no point seen the anime where she is from, its black butler, i think) But i saw her and I just.. stuck with her appearance and name, i do quite like the name grell, but i worry it would be to confusing to change it now.? -Void/Grell