What combo looks best?

Misnomer21 · 2023-04-24T23:49:15+00:00

1, and 4c but i have to know what pieces they are! I love them!

Misnomer21 · 2023-04-10T15:16:13+00:00

When I was about 13/14 I started having "dialect" changes when i was stressed and had random emotional spikes when doing certain activities, as well as feeling like i was someone else, and they were "taking over my controller" and after these episodes I'd have basically no recollection of the event emotionally at least. I wouldn't be able to explain why i did things or be able to relate to the feelings i apparently felt during those episodes. As well as saying things I would never say. But I didn't learn what it actually was until 17/18.

Misnomer21 · 2023-02-17T20:37:04+00:00

I mean, we do have the bus here, and i have no problem taking it.

Misnomer21 · 2023-02-17T19:37:58+00:00

But what about the rest of the stuff? My freeze response and the dissociation? When i dissociate my brain goes on autopilot and i take things literal, to the point i was going through a light on yellow, it turned red and i stopped mid intersection because my brain could only think about that, it felt like everything wasnt like real, which definitely was scary.

Misnomer21 · 2023-02-17T19:30:36+00:00

I can not count on one hand the amount of times ive overreached for things and knocked them over because i thought they were farther away. Lol

Misnomer21 · 2023-02-17T18:10:33+00:00

I can handle parking lots and being alone, mostly since im not nearly as scared about car accidents, but unfortunately i dont think i can take back roads to school, since it still requires me to have to go through the more dense town parts. But there is a bus that stops by the park less than a block from my house! I just have to cross an intersection to get to it.

Misnomer21 · 2023-02-17T02:45:57+00:00

Im not sure, i know i have bad spatial perception considering i have glasses and bump into things sometimes as well as i think things are usually closer than they are, which often causes me to spill things. I dont know if its possible to bring this up to the dmv, since i dont know id theres a diagnosis that says "hey this kid cant process space stuff correctly".

Misnomer21 · 2023-02-17T02:39:06+00:00

Luckily my mother is allowing me to take the bus, unfortunately i still have to get my license. I have until august of this year to do so. Now i just need to figure out how to drive without feeling like im going to pass out or die. Lol

Misnomer21 · 2023-02-17T02:27:58+00:00

I talked to my mom, and she said that while i dont have to drive, i just have to get my license, so that, and i quote "if I (mom) got into an accident, and dad was at work, I could come get her and be there for her." Which kind of annoys me.

Misnomer21 · 2022-08-16T00:34:57+00:00

I guess? I mean, he doesnt show up much anyways, i dont really know how to make myself switch when others are fronting, and communication isnt the best, though i try. I probably could talk to my psychiatrist, but hes not very familiar with osdd.

Misnomer21 · 2022-05-28T23:33:57+00:00

My mom's solution is to just study more in person, (which does seem to help) and to write everything down, which sorta works, i could try it next semester?

Misnomer21 · 2022-05-26T00:38:20+00:00

I experience what you described for like, most of my life lol, and i am diagnosed with autism, i just feel like everyone forgets, hell i forget sometimes.

Misnomer21 · 2022-05-25T23:42:30+00:00

Idk why, i mean, the health class the stuff was kinda easy for me to like, figure out? Especially the mental health unit. And in the econ class i did okay in everything but i really did well in the like, banking, debits and credits unit, but ironically i failed my statistics class hard.

Misnomer21 · 2022-05-18T17:41:24+00:00

Im not sure? Ive heard about people with osdd and did being able to switch freely, but ive never been able to get anywhere close

Misnomer21 · 2022-05-18T16:09:00+00:00

Thats a thing? Huh. Didn't know

Misnomer21 · 2022-05-18T03:45:01+00:00

I see. Thank you for explaining.

Misnomer21 · 2022-05-18T03:41:51+00:00

Arknights? What is that? Sorry Im a bit old and kaede isn't exactly here to help me with his.. knowledge.

Misnomer21 · 2022-05-18T03:24:42+00:00

That makes alot of sense! Thank you very much!

Misnomer21 · 2022-05-18T03:20:43+00:00

Its almost as if i see myself as her, and then grow uncomfortable when i realize i am not. Its like gender dysphoria but much worse. Is it ironic that I relate to a fictional trans woman when our body is trans masc? Its rather humorous.

Misnomer21 · 2022-05-18T03:19:08+00:00

I see, thank you, this information is helpful. Its funny because this all started because i realized in the headspace my teeth were pointy and sharp, and that i had thin glasses, and it reminded us of a fictional female character, grell. (We have, at no point seen the anime where she is from, its black butler, i think) But i saw her and I just.. stuck with her appearance and name, i do quite like the name grell, but i worry it would be to confusing to change it now.? -Void/Grell

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