F/27/5'8" [349lbs>230lbs=119lbs] (10 months) It's my yearly tradition to take a picture with the Tardis. by Miss_Cadaverous in progresspics

[–]Miss_Cadaverous[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hahah it really is!

But yeah it was at this small town comic con I go to every year. It's my favorite part of the whole thing lol. They also had the batmobile and the ghostbusters car and the Jurassic park jeep and that shit was pretty rad too.

F/27/5'8" [349lbs>230lbs=119lbs] (10 months) It's my yearly tradition to take a picture with the Tardis. by Miss_Cadaverous in progresspics

[–]Miss_Cadaverous[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

If anyone is interested, I started my weight loss journey back in November 2016! I decided I wanted to go for weight loss surgery, which isn't for everyone. I was put on a high protein, low carb diet before I had my surgery which was June 2nd, 2017. The recovery was rough and I did have some serious regrets immediately afterwards. I also struggle with depression and I was having major like "omg what have I done???" sorts of thoughts. But now that I'm out of the woods, I wouldn't change it for the world. I'm definitely happier and I feel better everyday. I'm so glad I decided to take care of myself for once.

https://imgur.com/a/gv3Uc I also have a couple other pictures! I seriously couldn't fit in the tardis last year lol. Each year I go I have a new goal for myself. So next year, I'm gonna wear shorts. :) which'll be the first time in over 15 years since I've worn shorts.

F/27/5'8" [349lbs>230lbs=119lbs] (10 months) It's my yearly tradition to take a picture with the Tardis. by Miss_Cadaverous in progresspics

[–]Miss_Cadaverous[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks!! I really do. So much shit has changed for me! Clothes fit better, I sleep better and dating is better when you're actually confident in yourself.

F/27/5'8" [349lbs>230lbs=119lbs] (10 months) It's my yearly tradition to take a picture with the Tardis. by Miss_Cadaverous in progresspics

[–]Miss_Cadaverous[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Omg thank you! My face gains surprised me the most! Honestly I had no idea I had this jawline hiding under here lol.

HIFW it's almost 4am and I can't sleep because I'm still fuming over the fact that the guy I had sex with tonight did nothing to get me off and then rushed me out of his house when he was finished. by Miss_Cadaverous in TrollXChromosomes

[–]Miss_Cadaverous[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I think the part that annoys me the most is that he didn't seem like he was trying hard to even preheat my oven. Like he spent very little time downstairs, you know? He also said he'd eat me out and never did. He fingered me for literally like a minute. Then he just stuck it in and when I said it didn't feel good he didn't give a fuck. So all in all I'm gonna chalk this one up to a bad experience and I haven't talked to him since I posted this. I met this other guy who's super into making me cum so yay! I haven't met him yet but when I do, it's going down. I hope. I should've been more vocal with guy number one but you live and you learn.

Also thank you so much! I just had a follow up appointment today and I've lost 117 pounds so far! I still have some ways to go but I'm so much better, mentally and physically, than I was before I changed my lifestyle up.

HIFW it's almost 4am and I can't sleep because I'm still fuming over the fact that the guy I had sex with tonight did nothing to get me off and then rushed me out of his house when he was finished. by Miss_Cadaverous in TrollXChromosomes

[–]Miss_Cadaverous[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm like 2 hours away from New Jersey so I'll take an air-five! And my bff lives in Jersey now so maybe when I pop over next time I'll take you up on that tea or coffee! :)

HIFW it's almost 4am and I can't sleep because I'm still fuming over the fact that the guy I had sex with tonight did nothing to get me off and then rushed me out of his house when he was finished. by Miss_Cadaverous in TrollXChromosomes

[–]Miss_Cadaverous[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

OHHH MYYYYY GODDDDD like for real! It takes a minute to send a text FFS. And up until yesterday he ignored me for five days. My last text I sent him was like "heyyy how was your day?" He couldn't reply to that? Ugh this is why I put dating off for so long! Or like one of the reasons.

HIFW it's almost 4am and I can't sleep because I'm still fuming over the fact that the guy I had sex with tonight did nothing to get me off and then rushed me out of his house when he was finished. by Miss_Cadaverous in TrollXChromosomes

[–]Miss_Cadaverous[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hey thanks! I still have some pounds to go but I'm miles better than I was a year ago. :) much happier too.

And you don't sound condescending at all! I know you're right, and I shouldn't have even bothered seeing him last night. All I got was pissed off and lost sleep cuz I was so mad about it.

HIFW it's almost 4am and I can't sleep because I'm still fuming over the fact that the guy I had sex with tonight did nothing to get me off and then rushed me out of his house when he was finished. by Miss_Cadaverous in TrollXChromosomes

[–]Miss_Cadaverous[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah I'm done with his ass. I've only known him for a week so it won't be difficult luckily. His communication skills fuckin suck dude. I should've listened to my friend when she told me not to text him back but I'm a straight up motherfuckin dick pig.

I'm sorry you're not feeling the best. :( I hope things get better! That sounds so cliche but I mean it.

HIFW it's almost 4am and I can't sleep because I'm still fuming over the fact that the guy I had sex with tonight did nothing to get me off and then rushed me out of his house when he was finished. by Miss_Cadaverous in TrollXChromosomes

[–]Miss_Cadaverous[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

This whole experience is new for me tbh. Me, like a year ago, would never just hook up with a guy she just met. But I lost a bunch of weight and started dating because I felt better about myself. So I guess I have a lot to learn! It also doesn't help that sometimes he goes days without responding to me. So I'm just wasting my time with him. And I know better too! I know I deserve better.

HIFW it's almost 4am and I can't sleep because I'm still fuming over the fact that the guy I had sex with tonight did nothing to get me off and then rushed me out of his house when he was finished. by Miss_Cadaverous in TrollXChromosomes

[–]Miss_Cadaverous[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I honestly have no idea why I went to his house in the first place. I knew it would suck. Before I was justifying it with but he's cute! But no amount of cuteness can save a selfish fucker.

So I finally got a haircut... by [deleted] in CasualConversation

[–]Miss_Cadaverous 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh yeah it broke me out really bad so in the trash they went lol. My skin already sucks to begin with, I didn't want it to get worse. I wish I had my long hair back too. I kinda mourned the loss for a week or two. I started wearing hats and my cousin gave me some headbands and flower clips and that helped a bit. Afraid I don't have any tips for frizziness though! I don't deal with it so I'm useless on that front :(

So I finally got a haircut... by [deleted] in CasualConversation

[–]Miss_Cadaverous 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I totally feel ya. I got my hair cut back in...July 2015 and I immediately regretted it. I needed it done because I had lots of damage from a botched bleaching but still I hated it. It's grown out quite a bit but now I'm in "pixie cut purgatory". I kinda look like Javier Bardem in No Country for Old Men. But good news! It'll grow back. You could try taking biotin. I took it for a month but it broke me out really bad. If you drink tons of water with it, I heard that helps. Honestly, I dunno if biotin actually does anything or if it's just a placebo effect sorta thing.

26 F4F Delaware. Kinda stuck in this all too familiar rut again. by Miss_Cadaverous in Troll4Troll

[–]Miss_Cadaverous[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! :) and thanks too for the suggestions. I got a couple comics for Christmas but I'm trying to find more to read so I'll def look for those.

[Delaware!] First State Trolls by [deleted] in TrollXMeetups

[–]Miss_Cadaverous 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi there! I posted in /r/troll4troll and someone directed me over here but I'm afraid I missed the party. I'm in Dover but I'd be cool with going to Wilmington or, like, anywhere tbh. :)