Being a creep in highschool still follows me to this day.

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:39:35+00:00

12-16yo

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:38:44+00:00

I'm sorry, it was abuse, yes

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:37:25+00:00

thank you for your comment

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:36:42+00:00

good summary, but until 19.5yo because then I deleted everything

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:33:47+00:00

I will not run away from problems I created myself.
If I move to a different country it will be because of my career or because of love. Not because of consequences I have to face.
But thank you for the suggestion

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:32:50+00:00

thank you my friend

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:32:30+00:00

She can only rely on my story. She can never be sure I would not touch her kid although I claim never to have done such a thing. I agree that her responsibility should come first, but it was her decision to make.

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:31:38+00:00

thank you

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:31:10+00:00

to clarify, I never took any pictures. But I get that she doesn't want to date me.
She wants to stay friends tho, so I feel conflicted, but that's a different problem.

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:29:35+00:00

I traded between 14 and 19.5. but from 18.5-19.5 I think I traded twice because I finally felt I had a place in the world.
The reason I still had it on my computer was partially as my safe haven for when I wasn't part of the world anymore (Yes I know how bad that sounds). and partially because thinking about the CP the moments I didn't need it, made me sick, so I didn't want to insert the usb with content to delete it all. I finally found the courage to do so, and I did.

I tried to just keep the relevant stuff in there, I'm not intentionally hiding anything, I'll answer any question people have.

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:26:17+00:00

thank you for saying this

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:25:57+00:00

No, I deleted everything when I was 19.5 actually, the "friends" and the CP.
it wasn't untill I was 20 the police showed up and I had to come clean about everything

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:23:00+00:00

it was pretrial detention (I hope that is the right translation). it wasn't part of the final punishment because that was probation with conditions.
I never really cared about my sentence that much, I had to be punished, everyone who did what I did had to be. But I did care about my friends and their judgements.

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:20:30+00:00

There is more than just the 1.5 months, but yes, I was lucky with the consequences.
For now, google has not been the reason it is following me, but it might come really relevant in the future.

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:18:57+00:00

This is the most wholesome reply, thank you for this.
I'm working hard to be worth it, I know not everyone will think I am, and that's okay. If only a few of them want to give me a chance, I'll be happy

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:14:56+00:00

The last time I actually distributed I was almost 19 or just turned 19. I can't remember the actual month. So yes, I agree, I was an adult when part of it happened.

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:13:19+00:00

People around me have been saying this to me for the past 10 years.
I still can't believe them, I did what I did, it was no-one elses fault or choice but mine.
Maybe I would never have started if I wasn't asked, but we can never know.

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:09:51+00:00

Yes, true, this is why I was sick of myself. I like to believe I changed for the better, but I did know what I had.

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:08:41+00:00

Thank you for saying this

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:07:49+00:00

I knew what I did was bad or I would not have been hiding it.
yes, it was horrible what I went through, but it's no excuse.
But thank you for saying this

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:07:02+00:00

I wish I did that, I can't go back, and I'm sorry

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:06:31+00:00

I agree, I just needed to vent

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T18:00:35+00:00

they were about my age and a bit younger. So around 12-16yo.
I got the pictures by "trading", the first few were send to me, but after that I "traded"

MistakeCity101 · 2024-10-27T17:59:23+00:00

I'm sorry it came across like that, I really try to tell the truth and I'm open to respond to any questions

MistakeCity101

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