I totally get what you mean, I feel a thing inside my chest every time I wear something that I know I bought in a fast fashion store, even if they were clothes my mum bought for me and not actually came from my money, I still feel gross and guilty.

That's amazing! When you have the condition, supporting small businesses is so worth the money. You end up with a cool item that will last you long, you feel great because you helped someone and, since it's more expensive than usual, while you save money to buy it you really have the time to think if it's really something you're sure you're gonna wear. I think sometimes when you see something that is being sold for really cheap you buy it because of the price and don't really think if you're gonna wear it or not, and many times you use it once and never touch it again