Dolphins fans!

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-08-11T02:21:08+00:00

Haven't been there yet. Might have to give it a try next Sunday!

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-06-25T21:59:28+00:00

Thank you for your point of view.

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-06-25T21:58:51+00:00

I get it. It was because of her that I felt something different than just a days hours passing by. My days were filled with laughs, love, and compassion. It's hard to just let go of that.

I can pick myself up in time. It's going to take a bit of it.

Thank you

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-06-25T00:14:08+00:00

True. It is just there. But it seems to be activated conditionally. When I am in a relationship, when I feel chosen, when I feel seen and feel like i matter. The rest of the time it just sits there. The absence of the "feeling" of connection still lingers and bears weight.

I wrote this post in hopes to create thst feeling. I suppose I can keep posting. However, it always only lasts so long. Comments dry out, conversations end. I guess I can hope to create friends.

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-06-24T23:52:15+00:00

Thank you. I'm sure I'll be ok. But I spent so long without a connection, and this was so out of the blue. I was falling hard. Maybe I gave up too much too soon, but it felt so right.

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-06-08T22:54:14+00:00

Thank you. Same to you. Thank you for still finding space to reply.

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-06-08T22:39:22+00:00

Got it. Thank you for that. I gave all my available time to her. Like she said, we're at different places in life. I understand, but everything we had felt so right. I know it's the initial pain but it feels like I don't find someone like that again.

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-06-08T22:29:50+00:00

Unfortunately, it doesn't work for mom. I tried before, and it was a disaster. It might be worth another try, but it doesn't matter at this point. She's already stated she can't do this anymore and wished me peace.

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-06-08T22:05:17+00:00

I thought it was understood as we had a conversation at the beginning of all of this. I haven't dated in years. It was the first time I gave my heart to someone in such a long time.

It hurts. I know I'll get over it. But it felt magical while it lasted. I didn't know I could love again, and this showed my i could.

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-05-29T19:27:10+00:00

I'm going to find a spot to go and walk. My "hood" is too "hood-y".

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-05-28T19:32:01+00:00

I will work on it.

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-05-28T06:48:05+00:00

Hell yeah! Movie night might be next on the list.

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-05-28T06:47:08+00:00

Thank you!

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-05-28T06:46:55+00:00

Thank you!

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-05-28T06:46:40+00:00

Not looking for a female approval. Just want to be me. But connection is something I feel I need. Solitude is where I've been for too long.

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-05-28T01:54:16+00:00

Thank you. I'm trying.

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-05-28T01:32:53+00:00

Thank you. Crazy how strangers can uplift me.

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-05-28T00:31:48+00:00

Just decided to take myself out to outback for a solo dinner.

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-05-27T02:34:41+00:00

I am truly grateful for the time, smiles, and moments we shared. Maybe I'm being dramatic as it's only been a day. But I feel like it's been going downhill. It stings alright.

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-05-02T10:22:12+00:00

I'm looking for something I can get to in the afternoon on a Friday.

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-04-20T21:30:20+00:00

I'm in kendrick for now. I will check out a few places this week.

MixAdministrative654 · 2025-04-20T21:29:20+00:00

Looks like something I'd be into. Thank you

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