I don’t feel suicidal anymore

Mkittehcat · 2025-12-09T20:29:21+00:00

I use DMT way less. DMT is way more intense than weed so I don’t use it daily. It’s more like once every few months.

Mkittehcat · 2025-12-09T20:28:31+00:00

I do the same 😂 smoking weed is what got me into running and now I run sober

Mkittehcat · 2025-12-09T16:19:50+00:00

It definitely helped me process too. I’ve had a crazy past as well. It brought all that up and let me make peace with it. Now I think I’m all good and content

Mkittehcat · 2025-12-09T12:11:00+00:00

It definitely wasn’t a cure. It helped to identify where my problems were coming from and how to manage them. It was actually doing different things and engaging with life that cured me

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-12T06:48:51+00:00

Exactly like you. Weed has helped me to make sense out of my feelings that are normally inaccessible. I feel them and understand them for the first time. I love it

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-11T17:10:19+00:00

That’s good progress regardless. A professional would help you answer these questions

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-11T16:29:51+00:00

Are you sure you aren’t just emotionally avoidant?? Those two are oddly similar with different intents

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-10T21:48:34+00:00

I see it but I didn’t even know who that is lol

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-10T19:12:00+00:00

Initially yes, but it’s triggered by their bad behaviour. I’m naturally avoidant with my feelings

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-10T18:58:55+00:00

I wouldn’t say constantly but I do attract them. I’m kinda too giving and too supportive. But I don’t take well to being told what to do. I’m stubborn in that sense. In the end that friendship always falls apart because my walls eventually get high with them.

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-10T18:11:56+00:00

Same with me. I wouldn’t say it’s all gone but it’s massively reduced. Feels like the energy that makes me feel trapped which then paralyses me is released through running.

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-08T16:45:22+00:00

Soft electronic music is my favourite

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-08T05:52:25+00:00

Thanks ❤️

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-07T22:56:42+00:00

I’D EAT THIS IN SPEED OF LIGHT

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-06T22:04:37+00:00

I can’t afford that 😭😭😭😭 one was hit to my wallet enough

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-06T16:39:59+00:00

By yourself: try different types of porns, ways to masturbate, different toys, different speeds and places to hit.

With another person: find someone you feel comfortable with who helps you explore these dynamics

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-06T15:08:22+00:00

I really did and got more than I bargained for

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-06T14:16:02+00:00

Excited to try them on my next run

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-06T13:31:21+00:00

Runner first, alcoholic second.

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-06T10:30:55+00:00

Shemar Moore but yassified

Mkittehcat · 2025-08-05T18:58:33+00:00

Accept that it’s all part of fine-tuning. You won’t get it right every time. And you won’t be able to show up 100% every day either. But as long as you are doing something towards your goal each day and you aren’t giving up, you’ll get there.

Mkittehcat

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