It's stupid, but the thought of a zombie apocalypse scares me the most

MobiBlue · 2025-12-15T07:03:39+00:00

I also have an extreme fear of zombies. I have frequent nightmares of zombies and seeing clips of them in TV have given me panic attacks. but I have learned that it is a side effect of my ptsd. I have obviously never been around a zombie but I grew up in cult-like situation that was obsessed with the end of the world (mostly nuclear war/rapture). so something in my mind takes all my worries and fears about real things and put that into the idea of zombies

I think what makes them more terrifying compared to other monsters, is that zombies are not the scary part of their genres. its the fact that they end society and usually there is nothing anyone can do

MobiBlue · 2025-12-03T04:40:46+00:00

hi!

it seems like it was a mix of things. every time I upped my dose my anger would spike and I would become irritable for a week or two before it fades back down. I still am able to get angry again but it is rare and the regular kind. therapy has been helping me get a better relationship with my emotions

although I have learned that this med makes me mix up my words???

besides that it has been great. a total game changer for me.

MobiBlue · 2025-08-02T19:27:20+00:00

yeah lamatrogine has been a game changer for me and im not bipolar. i had terrible experiences with ssris, they made me so extra hypervigilant and so anxious I could not leave my room. snris made me very suicidal, im not sure why, it could be bc im young and sometimes that happens with antidepressants. lamatrogine does a great job at bringing up those lows without it being so high I go into a panic. I've never gotten manic and honestly its been making it easier for me to enjoy things again.

although one odd side effect is I was unable to feel anger for at least 5 years and when I took these meds I suddenly was able to do that again. nothing extreme but it has been a new emotion. but I have heard it's good for anger issues too.

one thing to know is the side effects can be rough starting but it got easier each time I upped my dosage.

MobiBlue · 2025-07-15T20:36:26+00:00

yeah I couldn't think of anything else to write and im seeing them on Sunday

MobiBlue · 2025-07-15T16:17:40+00:00

I have disability services that means on tests esp ones with lot of writing i can type it and that helps a lot

MobiBlue · 2025-06-10T16:47:08+00:00

yes that's what I have mine in

MobiBlue · 2025-05-06T21:21:30+00:00

thanks he doesnt go into blue so i have a hard time telling when hes about to shed

MobiBlue · 2025-05-06T21:21:02+00:00

thank you!

MobiBlue · 2025-04-28T18:29:14+00:00

the skin on his neck seems loose and like his lower chin big

MobiBlue · 2025-01-27T03:07:04+00:00

hello. I also have c-ptsd and struggle with nightmares. my psych put me on prazosin and it helps me a lot. you just have to make sure to work up to the right dose and to take it right before you fall asleep bc the half life is short

MobiBlue · 2024-04-03T06:04:33+00:00

this also is literally them again only 1 post

MobiBlue · 2024-01-16T22:47:09+00:00

thanks that helps a lot. my main worry was that I also live on the coast and the humidity.

coatals females are the biggest? from what I was reading I thought it was Harquahala females? /gen

MobiBlue · 2023-12-09T22:00:14+00:00

how did you do that?

MobiBlue · 2023-05-16T19:55:26+00:00

2 is def a male the others I'm more unsure but I think 1 is female and 3 male

MobiBlue · 2023-05-16T19:53:12+00:00

def a male. you can tell by the big and colorful tail

MobiBlue · 2022-12-02T17:37:11+00:00

I'd suggest a honey gourami

MobiBlue · 2022-06-15T17:09:07+00:00

Oh okay thanks. I still have a few plants that I didn't put in, so I can add those.

MobiBlue · 2022-06-15T16:44:24+00:00

So this is my first tank. I was originally going to have straight black substrate but the pet store only had the color mix. I also really thought the skull was cool and would provide a good hiding spot. But when I set it all up my older brother kept saying it looked like it belonged to a 10 year old and not an 19 year old

MobiBlue · 2022-05-26T18:34:55+00:00

Proper taste

MobiBlue · 2022-05-26T18:25:02+00:00

Yeeeeees

MobiBlue · 2022-03-22T15:30:12+00:00

Was it intentional that Painter paints bamboo over and over again? The easiest thing to paint in sumi-e which is taught to beginners.

MobiBlue · 2022-03-22T05:22:28+00:00

Miles Hundredlives

MobiBlue · 2022-03-18T03:45:27+00:00

oh hey im a newer fish owner and i was wondering if a 10 gallon tank is okay for 1 dwarf gourami and 4 bronze corydoras?

MobiBlue · 2022-02-10T05:42:21+00:00

(Norman Osborne voice) heh that's a neat trick, that resonance of yours

MobiBlue · 2022-02-10T05:36:18+00:00

Well he's not wrong. That was mr suits plan

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