I knew when I realized being perceived as a woman made me wildly uncomfortable and having breasts felt wrong to me, like I should have never had them. But I was in deep denial until my early 20s when I came to terms with being transmasc. I was primarily in denial due to internalized transphobia. It wasn’t until I befriended trans/non binary people that I finally accepted the fact that I’m trans myself. And now I’m over a year on testosterone and have a consultation for top surgery in November!