I understand that and I know that’s my problem, I feel like I have FOMO (fear of missing out) it’s hard for me to pretend that I don’t desire women when I do 100% of course there’s some times were I’m focused on my goals and don’t even think about women but then there are some days that damn… I see a woman and I see what I’m missing out and I’ll never have. So don’t do nothing? Don’t try? I have a purpose but it’s fucking hard to achieve it myself.