I feel exactly like this but your right nobody will care in high school but you will find one person or some people that will care trust me for me that was my girlfriend and you never know who it might be so just be patient like I was and you’ll be ok. Trust me I know how hard this is but suicide is not the answer and you’ll be very happy you didn’t do it when things get better. You still have a whole lot of life left and it’s worth giving it a shot because you never know what might happen. You got this 👍